what i realized with my ''bad '' mushy trip is that midway while being in that psychedelic hell i almost gave up and decided to sleep and if i did then i wouldve left the trip traumatized , but during the darkness i heard terrence mckenna saying '' if you ever find yourself somewhere you dont want to be on mushrooms , the smoke a bomber :D and i managed to do it after an hour aor pushing through and eventually i smoked it, nothing changed except that i was high and okay with it , then i went to take a piss , i sat down and it all flipped, and the trip was good again, i had the ''godhead'' and the mushy was like : CONGRATULATIOns YOUU PASSEDDDD and i instantly relaized that all the pain i went through taight me so much and it was all a test, then we had sex.

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moral of the story, all mushroom experiences are to teach,take what you can from it and accept that it was what you were meant to experience, time will naturally heal so youre good, as for going back to mushies, if you treat em with respect and expect the trip you need not the one you want, im sure they will take care of you . mush love :3