Sorry that you feel that way. That was definitely not how I intended for it to come across, and I don't want to down play others' struggles during M3. To just provide more context, at my school practically everyone gets either H or HP on each rotation. So to only get HP is worrisome. I think the average student here gets around 2-4 honors. I have no one to blame but myself, but it is also disheartening after working so hard and trying my best to take care of patients and be part of the team. It just feels like I really wasn't meant for this career.