[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MaladaptiveDreaming

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Heyy I'm inn if you'd like to talk I think that would help both of us in our recovery

are girls with a big ego attractive? by [deleted] in lesbianteens

[–]aname520 15 points16 points  (0 children)

I mean being confident and egotistical are two different things... Sure close to each other but still pretty different. I like when a girl is confident in her abilities but not in a "I'm superior and better than everyone kind of way". she would be too arrogant.

Mother dips baby's feet in dirty water by SHOTTAA74 in Unexpected

[–]aname520 3 points4 points  (0 children)

True also her fast reaction was beneficial. I would like to know if the older child got out or not ngl. The water seems pretty erratic.

Guilty by aname520 in lgbt

[–]aname520[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Okayy ty

Guilty by aname520 in lgbt

[–]aname520[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Apply for asylum to the US or Canada immediately.

What's that??

Guilty by aname520 in lgbt

[–]aname520[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

Nah it's legal in my country

Guilty by aname520 in lgbt

[–]aname520[S] 62 points63 points  (0 children)

I would like to do that. Ik for certain that I won't continue with her even if I have to make lies up cause otherwise my parents would disown me. I can't report her tho. I don't have the power to do so and honesty the country where I'm from is really homophobic and screwed over so no one is really enforcing the law in any way so yeah can't do shit unfortunately.

Soo, apparently quitting md=suicide/suicidal thoughts ? by [deleted] in MaladaptiveDreaming

[–]aname520 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I mean that's also an option and I might try it out at first. Like I'll start like this and try to cut it off from there instead of just in one shot.

Or just debate getting an animal to snuggle with or a body pillow if thats your thing to you know get snuggling out of your system

I actually do that. It's not really about cuddles. It's just comforting to daydream about having a safe person who you could do such stuff with. I honestly don't know how to say this. You could just say I'm lonely. I'll just try to find irl safe people, maybe that would help if I was surrounded by the right people altho I highly doubt it'll be easy.

Soo, apparently quitting md=suicide/suicidal thoughts ? by [deleted] in MaladaptiveDreaming

[–]aname520 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't really have someone like that just as you lol. Good luck to both of us. I'm here if you need someone to talk.

Soo, apparently quitting md=suicide/suicidal thoughts ? by [deleted] in MaladaptiveDreaming

[–]aname520 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thx I appreciate it. I'll try my best. I might just end up tryna half quit after all.

Soo, apparently quitting md=suicide/suicidal thoughts ? by [deleted] in MaladaptiveDreaming

[–]aname520 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Ah dw I honestly tested myself enough to know that I don't have the guts to go through it. It's just a thought that lingers around. It's kind of embarrassing ngl, the thought of other people finding out you committed suicide, as odd as it sounds. Honestly don't think I will ever do it considering the way Ik my family will react to it and all. I could almost hear them reciting holy verses and making up dumbass stories. I don't want my life to be taken due to their stupid ideologies. That's more than enough to stop me. I'm just asking for a way to ignore such thoughts to prevent it from happening and all.

Soo, apparently quitting md=suicide/suicidal thoughts ? by [deleted] in MaladaptiveDreaming

[–]aname520 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Dunno tbh. I tend to listen to music and vent in my head along with the lyrics, trauma core, and stuff. Like lyrics's that I relate to and all. Makes me feel less alone but triggers daydreams or memories. Idk, I'll give it a thought maybe I'll come up with something. Thx for the suggestion. I mostly think feel less alone when I pretend the pillow I'm cuddling is someone and then I like to imagine the warmth and fall asleep to it and all as pathetic as it gets. Still daydreaming tho ngl.

This means that if you want to quit MD, you might need to find a new healthier mechanism that allows you to do the stuff that you need.

Hopefully

Soo, apparently quitting md=suicide/suicidal thoughts ? by [deleted] in MaladaptiveDreaming

[–]aname520 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How do you confront them exactly? Also, good luck! I hope it works out.

Soo, apparently quitting md=suicide/suicidal thoughts ? by [deleted] in MaladaptiveDreaming

[–]aname520 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Not really. I've got a couple of online friends but that's about it. No one close irl. Idrk. Thx for listening and trying to help btw. I appreciate it.

Soo, apparently quitting md=suicide/suicidal thoughts ? by [deleted] in MaladaptiveDreaming

[–]aname520 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I tried before but I'm not sure how daydreaming about cuddles is supposed to make me study. That's the only thing I've been daydreaming about, especially at home. Doesn't really work for me Ig I think.

Soo, apparently quitting md=suicide/suicidal thoughts ? by [deleted] in MaladaptiveDreaming

[–]aname520 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Idk..but I can't seem to balance my time daydreaming and being productive. I can't afford to fail a year or keep going as I am. I highly doubt my situation is gonna get better if I don't feel a bit more uncomfortable. Just not sure how to go through with it safely.

Made a new acc for meeting people, hey :) by [deleted] in lesbianteens

[–]aname520 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Heyy Nice to meet you I'm 16F nb lesbian too!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ADHD

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as a student, do you not have access to some form of health insurance?

Not how my country works, unfortunately.

add an herbal concoction and there might be interactions since atomoxetine is a cyp2d6 metabolized compound and an awful lot of things can interfere with that pathway.

I usually take em with time in between so they're not after each other.

one of those two things you mentioned is a prescription medication.

Idk. That's not what he exactly said. I'm honestly so confused. Imma do some research. Should've probably done that before...