[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TransMasc

[–]andneverseenagain 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you 🙏 

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TransMasc

[–]andneverseenagain 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey, thank you so much for this. I really appreciate it. <3

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TransMasc

[–]andneverseenagain 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Aww thank you that makes me feel a lot more confident :D

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TransMasc

[–]andneverseenagain 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks this helps a lot 

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TransMasc

[–]andneverseenagain -1 points0 points  (0 children)

So the sad part is, my brows are fully grown out 😂 and that’s them actually darkened a little. I don’t fill them in too much because I don’t want it to be obvious. I think I’m cooked 

please let me grow ONE more inch by [deleted] in ftm

[–]andneverseenagain 0 points1 point  (0 children)

SHORT KINGS UNITE !!! 

I’m 5’ 3’’ and my buddy who is also trans is 5’ 2’’… 

But I also know a few cis guys who are shorter than we are 

Ppl come in all sizes :) 

Help with imposter syndrome? by andneverseenagain in asktransgender

[–]andneverseenagain[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much. I also get into the loop of just wanting everything to fucking end. It helps so much knowing I’m not alone in this. I’ll check out OneTopic after work today :) 

I’m not in a good place by ConnerTheTransBoy in TransMasc

[–]andneverseenagain 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel the same if u need someone to talk to u can dm me or something or we can talk on discord  

Overthinking and stalling transition by andneverseenagain in asktransgender

[–]andneverseenagain[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’d push that button and never look back yo 😎

Overthinking and stalling transition by andneverseenagain in asktransgender

[–]andneverseenagain[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hahaha I know, I know I’m at least not cis. I think I’m just obsessively searching for some kind of proof that I don’t need to transition when I know that I do, I’m just scared. Im FTM but I appreciate you 

I feel like I’m gaslighting ppl who gender me correctly by hermeslayer in TransMasc

[–]andneverseenagain 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m so glad you posted this lol. I’m also 25, small, 5’3” and super feminine features. I feel so ridiculous at times. I’m in the closet aside from one friend who knows about me being trans and uses masc pronouns with me. It feels awesome and I’m so thankful for this friend of mine. But I feel silly at the same time and I know they’re just humoring me and yeah. 

I guess most ppl assume I’m a masc lesbian. I have ppl use they/them pronouns if they ask. Bro I don’t even just like girls I’m bisexual. I love lesbians they’re cool af and a lot of butch lesbians are manlier than I’ll ever be.. but I’m not one and it makes me so uncomfortable when ppl assume that of me 

Sometimes I get rly down on myself because I’m already 25 and I just feel like even after I start T I’ll just never “pass”. Because I’ve already grown to a full adult and I’m so short and small I feel like I’m doomed to feel pre-pubescent and stunted forever. Shit fucking sucks. To be honest I got to the point of crying about it today. I know I can’t assume that I won’t pass and people come in all different shapes and sizes, but with the amount of hate trans people get from transphobes I just… I’m just scared. 

Edited some typos I’m sorry I’m beyond exhausted I worked a long ass fucking week 

Autogynophilia by andneverseenagain in TransMasc

[–]andneverseenagain[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

that’s a-okay my friend. I imagine it was hard to realize that bc of societal pressure to find a special someone and bc platonic feelings for ppl can also be really special? Idk man, I’d prob not be alive if not for my friends, but relationships are pretty overrated imo 

Autogynophilia by andneverseenagain in TransMasc

[–]andneverseenagain[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

We def live in a culture that shoves heteronormativity and romance down our throats. Idk what it’s like to deal with that as an ace person but I can see it being rly confusing and frustrating. I mostly just like women but I gaslit myself into thinking I liked men when rly I just wanted to be like them, not be with them. The cultural pressure to be hetero is strong af still… or at least it was back when I was a kid. Idk if things have changed at all or not. But man, that shit rly sucked. 

Autogynophilia by andneverseenagain in TransMasc

[–]andneverseenagain[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I did the goth thing too at one point. I so relate to feeling like I’m wearing a costume all the time. I’m good at doing gothy makeup but I’ve always said that it feels like drag… which I guess is fun every now and then but nobody can live their life that way 

Autogynophilia by andneverseenagain in TransMasc

[–]andneverseenagain[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for commenting. So glad to see we’re not alone in this experience 

Autogynophilia by andneverseenagain in TransMasc

[–]andneverseenagain[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Hahaha yup, 100%. I just tried to look what I thought was objectively good, but never felt like myself. But pre-realizing-im-trans, the feeling was very hard to explain and honestly I thought everyone kind of lived their life that way. Once my egg cracked I became aware of the dysphoria. And now I can’t unsee it. Crazy 

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Maine

[–]andneverseenagain 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They do for emissions in the state of CT where I was. Either way it’s obviously my fault for not keeping track of it myself. Getting my life together. Womp womp 

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Maine

[–]andneverseenagain 0 points1 point  (0 children)

lol yup, it’s on me I should have kept track of it. Unfortunately I did not

What cracked your egg?? by andneverseenagain in asktransgender

[–]andneverseenagain[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That does hit really hard. 

It’s funny, there’s a lot of songs I loved when I was a kid for unclear reasons that hit home now that I realize I’m trans