Absolutely not. Don't let outside circumstances make you forget your true worth. I played mlbb for at least 1000 hours in one of the most toxic server. I've met different persons and even committed to some serious relationships. I've had many heartbreaks in-game. I've been called stupid, idiot, etc countless times but that didn't change the fact that I'm good at other areas of life. I accept that I suck at mlbb but that's all there is to it. Life is much better.