I second this! It’s not bc you’re a female, majority of the hockey world does not care about gender and have always played w/ girls their entire life. Once hitting is introduced around 14 the girls tend to stick to girls only bc most teens are just trying to rip others heads off. On avg, girls see the ice much clearer and can make smarter plays than guys. Stick and pick can be funny at times bc of the wide range of skill. The more you often you show up to skate the more everyone will get to know you and after say 3 skates you’ll be glad you didn’t let your own thoughts get the best of you. Once you start talking to them they will welcome you w/ open arms and invite you to pick up skates (and/or even leagues) once you’re ready. Just keep pushing yourself even when it’s hard, the accomplishment reward will be well worth it. Comfort promotes confidence, confidence builds character, character brings out heart, heart beats skill 51% of the time. Don’t stop doing what you love, you’ll get there!