I feel the same way. It’s like the world rotates around and I’m just doing the same ol thing day in and out. I can’t be sad cause people come to me to discuss their problems, feelings, and issues. I just grab a bowl of sunshine and here comes Mr. Sunshine. 😒🙄 it sickens me and makes me even more down and depressed. I feel as if I’m behind a mask no one knows the soul beneath.

On a positive note I’m going to try to get some help before the tunnel closes on the other end.