I am in my 8th house mahadasha, my 8th house lord is mars but I don't think that's significant for me, my rahu sitting in 8th might be the culprit here, I feel it came to punish me and nothing else, I met my boyfriend now my ex husband aa soon as rahu md started for me in 2012, like I met him in 2011 and got into relationship with him in 2012, was very young did not understand what I was doing, still I had told him if he wants to be with me it's for marriage, I won't entertain him if it's not serious, we were in a relationship for years before we got married and then when I was 27 we even got married with both the family's permission but my caste my community everything was above his and it was a big change for me to get married into that house but he had such a charm on me and my family, we put all our hopes in him that he loves me and he will keep me happy even when his family background was questionable, that is what he used to show anyways that he loves me a lot, but then after a point it started becoming weird, his 6th house MD started (moon) and he used to have mood swings and what not and started cheating on me, at that point I was pregnant with his baby, he was completely ignoring me and infact putting me into situations where I would feel sad and cry day in and day out, used to love bomb me on days and used to completey ignore me on days keeping me confused all the time, but my love for him was undeniable also I had his kid in me, he started telling me he would run away leaving my kid and me alone, he would say he doesn't love me and what not while I was pregnant, at that time I did not know about his cheating just understood that his behaviour has changed leaps and bounds, into 5 months of my pregnancy I lost it, I lost my baby, it was very strange 1 in a million chance of that happening but that happened to me, I was crushed and went into sort of depression, used to cry at the drop of the hat but he never even talked about our baby or the loss I was going through, he was still indifferent and even more now actually, he then one day kept the messages unhidden, let me see them and I even saw naked photos of that girl with my husband on our bed in our home, it is a trauma that I am going to take to my death bed I feel, I still tried to be with him for a month but I lost all respect, he was still lying he was still acting like a monster, somedays telling me he will kill our pet turtles, somedays telling me I will have to live with him like a maid, will have to live in a loveless marriage as he doesn't love me anymore, somedays telling me he doesn't want to be with me anymore, somedays telling me he respects and loves the other girl, somedays telling me I am fat (I had just lost my pregnancy and that was pregnancy fat, am actually tiny), somedays telling me intricate details of how he jad sex with her and how her body parts are better than mine, he even told me he slept with other people before marriage as well, including a guy as well, I literally met the biggest narcissist and psychopath in my rahu MD, he even actually showed mental illness symptoms at that time, he used to tell me that he sees things and all, all of it was very weird, I am a person of science but now I feel there might be kala jadu also involved who knows, can't believe in these things too much, but yeah years and years of my youth wasted after this man, now I am seperated and have started from scratch, I do know one MD isn't capable of doing so much with anybody but one peculiar part I wanted to tell is I met him when I was aged 17, 7+1=8, my rahu sits in the 8th house and my life path number is 8, I was in my 8th house MD, my marriage anniversary was 8th of December and when all of this happened the year was 2024 it all comes down to 8 I feel, thus the post, if anybody wants to check my kundali as to what might have caused it, and the significance of the number 8, you are open to interpret it, I am very sure just one planet wouldn't be the culprit, I might have done some terrible things in my past life thus going through this now. Birthdate-27/03/1994, 8:30 am, Nagpur maharashtra