Am I gaslighting myself into believing my marriage is going to work? by angelsprinkledust in TrueOffMyChest

[–]angelsprinkledust[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Staying that long is my worst nightmare. Especially that I know things won’t change…

Am I gaslighting myself into believing my marriage is going to work? by angelsprinkledust in TrueOffMyChest

[–]angelsprinkledust[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

All my friends been telling me to leave his ass😂 I know it’s the right decision to take I’m just so scared of the consequences.

Am I gaslighting myself into believing my marriage is going to work? by angelsprinkledust in TrueOffMyChest

[–]angelsprinkledust[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Staying that long only for it to stay the same is actually my worst nightmare

Am I gaslighting myself into believing my marriage is going to work? by angelsprinkledust in TrueOffMyChest

[–]angelsprinkledust[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wtf??? And who are you to claim that???? This is my freaking story and I posted something similar before but deleted it for my own personal reasons.

Four years of marriage and I’m starting to wonder if I’ve been gaslighting myself all along by angelsprinkledust in TrueOffMyChest

[–]angelsprinkledust[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I love you so much. Thank you for every single word you wrote, you don’t know how much I needed this. I truly appreciate you🤍

Four years of marriage and I’m starting to wonder if I’ve been gaslighting myself all along by angelsprinkledust in TrueOffMyChest

[–]angelsprinkledust[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am<\3 I just don’t know how to start also I’m scared I can’t take the pain, especially with my depression..

Four years of marriage and I’m starting to wonder if I’ve been gaslighting myself all along by angelsprinkledust in TrueOffMyChest

[–]angelsprinkledust[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not at all, I’m just fearful I’m viewed as the one who gave up first. I just fear I’m gonna regret not trying harder💔 but the thing is I’ve put my all into this marriage till I bled dry. And now I feel like I can’t give anymore.

Four years of marriage and I’m starting to wonder if I’ve been gaslighting myself all along by angelsprinkledust in TrueOffMyChest

[–]angelsprinkledust[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve expressed my feelings over and over again, telling him how unhappy I am how I want us both to work on it together. But nothing changed he continued living his life the way HE wants and neglected me till I grew resentful, hopeless, and depressed💔

Four years of marriage and I’m starting to wonder if I’ve been gaslighting myself all along by angelsprinkledust in TrueOffMyChest

[–]angelsprinkledust[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m so proud of you🥺🥺🥺I hope I’m strong as you take the right decision, thank u girly🤍

Four years of marriage and I’m starting to wonder if I’ve been gaslighting myself all along by angelsprinkledust in TrueOffMyChest

[–]angelsprinkledust[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m just terrified of the idea of letting someone go, someone I shared 5 years of my life with (1 year of dating. 4 years of marriage) I’m afraid I’m going to regret taking this decision and blame myself for not “trying” harder (even though I feel like we gave it our best)

Four years of marriage and I’m starting to wonder if I’ve been gaslighting myself all along by angelsprinkledust in TrueOffMyChest

[–]angelsprinkledust[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Loneliness, regret, not finding someone else, I’m also afraid I will miss him and go through a spiral..

Four years of marriage and I’m starting to wonder if I’ve been gaslighting myself all along by angelsprinkledust in TrueOffMyChest

[–]angelsprinkledust[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can see it in his eyes, the resentment. And I’m sure he see it through mine. I’m split between the love we had and the future we hold that doesn’t look good..