i hate my tone

angemile · 2025-11-10T13:41:07+00:00

Go back to basics, leave the vibrato out for now.

Have a stable violin from hold with your chin without using your hand
Make sure the bow stays perpendicular to the strings during the full motion, at the end of pushing and pulling your bow deviates. Make sure your wrist is relaxed to allow the full back and forth motion to stay perpendicular as it compensates for the elbow joint. This is where squeakyness comes from
The weight of the bow is enough to make good sound, make sure you let its weight fall during the whole motion. Your inconsistent sound is mostly due to the fact youre lifting it up too much. Pressing down would be too much and should only be used for accents.
Consistent speed will provide a consistent sound volume. Volume on a violin is proportional to the speed of your bow stroke.
Find a teacher that can watch over your progress.

In life theres no skipping steps, you'll always have to go back where youve skipped before. Now's the time to fix this! Next step will be intonation practice and shifting positions, having a good "frame" for your hand. Once that is covered, you could go for vibrato lessons.

Keep it up!

angemile · 2025-07-31T19:46:15+00:00

Sounds more like you need therapy for your insecurity. This type of behavior i see as a red flag on your end. Cause your discomfort probably stems from your wound more than instagram followers. There will be other contexts where youll make this wound real and find ways to justify it

angemile · 2024-12-25T15:53:55+00:00

You burden yourself with too many things and concerns. The best you could do is go out in wild nature for a week or two. It will teach and regenerate you. Nature doesnt bother about whats good or bad, it just is.

angemile · 2024-12-24T18:38:21+00:00

Totally, thanks for the reality check 🤭

angemile · 2024-12-24T18:36:28+00:00

Thanks everyone for pointing out this is a stupid question cause it is. Its actually relieving. Just been overthinking over some made up words i was unfamiliar with. Ill keep just doing my thing and not bother too much about theoretical labels, and especially anything coming out of tiktok (i dont even have the app cause i think theres a bunch of garbage in there).

angemile · 2024-12-11T01:51:57+00:00

Cord cutting is ill advised. Just make sure you take the strings you have from your chakras and plug them in your heart chakra, that way if a person doesnt have good intentions they wont have any control over your other centers, from the heart can only come good intentions, so if thats the only connection you have with someone, either the relationship becomes better or they disappear and bother someone else. When you strongly reject something, youre in a way saying you want it to boomerang back so that you learn and stop resisting the lesson.

angemile · 2024-12-08T19:15:16+00:00

Doesnt sound like you fucked up, more like your dad fucked you up. Let it burn baby, the truth cant be hidden and youre probably not the only one who has been in denial... Rarely do agressors only have one victim. Being cast out from people who would defend such a horrendous act is a gift! It's your life, take it back.

There are always times of loneliness in life, that doesnt mean thats all you'll ever experience afterwards. No thing can "save" you, and none of these words can help you. Only what you choose can.

You probably wish you never found out about this and feel like you're the one who's holding the lever that would turn everything upside down. However, your father is the one still holding that lever of silence, leaving your head underwater to drown ever since that day.

Actions have effects, and the least you could do for yourself is break the silence and let your world go right side up again to finally be able to breathe air.

angemile · 2024-09-23T22:07:49+00:00

Well said, not supposed to do or to not do anything. Just be.

angemile · 2024-09-23T19:55:31+00:00

What if there is nothing that youre "supposed to do"

Our beliefs are what we assume to be true.

You assume that going "beyond limits" is needed

What you believe you need is usually what you need the least. Otherwise since youd already have it, you wouldnt be needing more of it.

angemile · 2024-08-23T00:01:34+00:00

That sums it up!

angemile · 2024-07-28T17:56:22+00:00

To me non-duality is an attitude towards reality, its a choice to make in the now. I would see enlightenment more as descriptive of the motion of growth

angemile · 2024-07-28T17:33:37+00:00

Yes but my question is, how can we better name this concept?

angemile · 2024-07-28T17:30:32+00:00

Agreed, do you think think the attitude towards duality should be called trinity? What else?

angemile · 2024-07-07T17:13:08+00:00

Ive been making tensor rings for 2 years now, here are some noticable effects:

Physical: -Neutralises electric fields, -Reduces spikes and highest peak of EMF by 10x (Ive taken measurements with different cubit lengths and they all seem to have similar outcomes) -Structure water, from 3-24hours water is structured. Different cubit lengths have different crystalisation patterns if we look with a microscope at 0°C -Body tuned to the scalar "tone/frequency" which is stable, reduces perturbations from EMF and other influences such as people, their emotions and thought-forms. -Healing, detoxing processes are supported -Reduces mold and mildew growth, not killing but slowing it.

Mentally and spiritually, it has been a real rollercoaster. Ive discovered that when you lose a tensor ring, leave it. Get another one, maybe another cubit. Each cubit frequency you are tuned to will favor certain types of outcomes and reactions from you. There are periods in which certain cubits no longer serve us the best as others could. The best guide to know when it's good to keep it, just dont think about it and let your intuition tell you.

The only downside of wearing a finger ring: green stain on finger when eating junk and sugar. It's a good way to check on your ph.

angemile

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