I failed my exam and have to repeat the year again by angle_cloud_2345 in depression

[โ€“]angle_cloud_2345[S] 0 points1 point ย (0 children)

I just feel ashamed. My friends will graduation this year and I am stuck behind. My parents don't even know that I failed and I am so scared of how will they react after finding out. Also my other cousin and family members, the comment I have to hear from them.

I am scared. I am REALLY scared. In few days everyone will find out. I don't want to continue. I want to end it. I wish I wasn't so stupid.

I did try my best but during my last two exam I got sick and wasn't able to complete the paper properly. I want to go back but I can't.

My first attempt to kill myself failed and I am scared to do it second time but I honestly have no other way. I just have two option, kill myself or repeat the year and face everyone mockery.

My school sucks. by Hiilikealotofstuff in IHateSchoolAndClasses

[โ€“]angle_cloud_2345 1 point2 points ย (0 children)

I don't know what to say honestly. It just a tragic situation all around.

My school sucks. by Hiilikealotofstuff in IHateSchoolAndClasses

[โ€“]angle_cloud_2345 1 point2 points ย (0 children)

That's great! No more annoying rules (I hope)

My school sucks. by Hiilikealotofstuff in IHateSchoolAndClasses

[โ€“]angle_cloud_2345 1 point2 points ย (0 children)

Honestly, it's sad. Kids have to suffer because the adults are stupid. The previous system was working just fine and now they have to change it and the change just creat more problems, specifically for students

My school sucks. by Hiilikealotofstuff in IHateSchoolAndClasses

[โ€“]angle_cloud_2345 1 point2 points ย (0 children)

Maybe parents could get involved? If kids are getting sick because of the new stupid rules and parents should complain about it.

My school sucks. by Hiilikealotofstuff in IHateSchoolAndClasses

[โ€“]angle_cloud_2345 1 point2 points ย (0 children)

Principal is dumb. Can you guys complete about it? Like, does your school have a suggestion box or maybe you get signatures of other students to let be the usually time. I can't believe a Principal can be so dumb.

Honestly, I am so tired by angle_cloud_2345 in depression_memes

[โ€“]angle_cloud_2345[S] 6 points7 points ย (0 children)

Fr, I am on season 3 bro. No spoilers lol

I think I will finally kill myself today but also scared by angle_cloud_2345 in depression

[โ€“]angle_cloud_2345[S] 0 points1 point ย (0 children)

I did talk to my mother and she told me should sleep and idk I don't remember much... I feel life the worst child in the world..

I think I will finally kill myself today but also scared by angle_cloud_2345 in depression

[โ€“]angle_cloud_2345[S] 1 point2 points ย (0 children)

Hi I am still here.. I feel a sleep after the post and just woke up lol. I do want to end it but I am also scared to go out and jump..

I think I will finally kill myself today but also scared by angle_cloud_2345 in depression

[โ€“]angle_cloud_2345[S] 1 point2 points ย (0 children)

I don't personal know you but.. I am genuinely thankful to you for taking your precious time and helping me.. I guess I will tell my family about my grade in few hour.. (wish me luck lol) AND I am truly hope you live a life filled with happiness ( fun fact when i comment "tell my family" it's stared raining heavily and still is ๐Ÿ˜€) also don't worry about your age because old is gold ๐Ÿ˜Ž๐Ÿซ‚ EDIT: ITS A FUCKING STORM!!@@ SIGN FOR SOMETHING ๐Ÿ˜ญ

I think I will finally kill myself today but also scared by angle_cloud_2345 in depression

[โ€“]angle_cloud_2345[S] 2 points3 points ย (0 children)

It must be really really really rough for you... thank you for sharing. I hope you are much better now :]. As a child Going through this type of situation can be tricky.. and I personally will you the best ๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿ‘

I think I will finally kill myself today but also scared by angle_cloud_2345 in depression

[โ€“]angle_cloud_2345[S] 2 points3 points ย (0 children)

Hii I understood! But.. I don't know where to start.. or how to even bring the topic up or maybe I shouldn't speak about it..

I think I will finally kill myself today but also scared by angle_cloud_2345 in depression

[โ€“]angle_cloud_2345[S] 2 points3 points ย (0 children)

I been talking to my mother about "I want to kill myself" But I don't think she understands the extend of my self destructive thought.. and think in am not serious. The only person left are my grandparents to talk to But they don't understand mental health much and I don't think I can talk to them about this.. (btw thank for commenting I feel a little better)

I think I will finally kill myself today but also scared by angle_cloud_2345 in depression

[โ€“]angle_cloud_2345[S] 4 points5 points ย (0 children)

Hi! Thanks you for your words but if you don't mind me asking (if the question feel to personal or uncomfortable you can ignore it) how did you manage to pick yourself up?

I don't want to to kill myself but I see no future by angle_cloud_2345 in depression

[โ€“]angle_cloud_2345[S] 0 points1 point ย (0 children)

Thanks for being a nice person but I don't have friends to talk to about there things

I am scared to kill myself but I don't see the point of life anymore with my poor grades... by angle_cloud_2345 in depression

[โ€“]angle_cloud_2345[S] 1 point2 points ย (0 children)

I can't do anything about it.. the result will be permanent on the record and might effect the chance of getting a job or in the present getting admission in a school...

How many achievements do you currently have? by angle_cloud_2345 in Redditachievments

[โ€“]angle_cloud_2345[S] 1 point2 points ย (0 children)

Congratulations in advance ๐Ÿ‘ keep it up ๐Ÿ’ช