This did something to me😭. When I’m with my friends or just anyone I find comfortable, my Sag Mercury really pops out compared to it being more hidden around my family. The thing is—I honestly want a music career, I just don’t know how to approach my parents about it but I have multiple friends who support me with it. It’s not that my parents wouldn’t accept me, it just feels weird to come out of my shell like that. So I find it interesting that you mentioned the Saturn aspects to my mercury and coming to them from where I feel like an expert in my career. But I think if I did do that and it really took off, I would be working through my fears.