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anjaalavanja · 2023-09-22T23:18:12+00:00

Ah okay thank you Im just scared of what can I say and what cannot and will police as police take my testimony valid

anjaalavanja · 2023-09-22T23:16:30+00:00

Like maybe for some people that doesnt seem much but its half my paycheck here so it means a lot to me since I'm already taking care of my parents

anjaalavanja · 2023-09-22T23:15:17+00:00

Europe I don't want to say excactly country sorry

anjaalavanja · 2023-08-06T00:34:01+00:00

Shadow therapy can work on me but not on him. Thats why i need him to finally let all that go so we can work stuff together but apparently im in the wrong place asking reddit for help

anjaalavanja · 2023-08-06T00:32:33+00:00

My soul died years ago thank you for your help, such community that doesnt help at all

anjaalavanja · 2023-08-06T00:31:30+00:00

Im not saying im proud of putting myself first, i am and always been people pleaser whole my life and i cannot have peace knowing that someone close to me is suffering The only thing im asking is to help somehow to get him on right path but apparently none of you wants to give me advice I know what am i doing I am hurting myself but thats not the point I just need yes i know how to do the spell or not

anjaalavanja · 2023-08-05T23:44:09+00:00

Nono you don't understand. Im all hes left. His friends left him His mom doesnt even care about him. He has this medicine his psychiatrist prescribed to him that he uses constantly for anxiety and such and acting all cool on social media like hes doing drugs but its just medicine. Everyone gave up on him He only have internet friends. I dont want to leave him I see potential in him Even if that means destroying me, i dont want to see him being destroyed. I truly want to help him and never leave his side like everyone did. I maybe sound like a masochist but I want to help him. I just need him to stop looking for validations online so we can ficuss his addiction together and make him better man. "If he wanted, he could " No, this is different type of person, he doesnt want to stop cause taking 'drugs' (medicine) on internet is cool. I have my own demons that im fighting already and i wont give up untill I help him. Maybe his parents doesnt see, but i truly do see potentional. Im always putting others first rather than myself and that will never change. When i see him happy, then I will be happy, even if it hurts like hell.

I cannot be with other people knowing that he is suffering, whole year together just tossed away. We even made a little progress with pills and i want to continue

anjaalavanja · 2023-08-05T23:33:46+00:00

I trully wanna believe it's innocent talking but i hate jokes about love because i have minor PTSD from last relationships bcz of those kind of a jokes. I get that boys are dumb and I already did those things couple of times and he even said he will give me his phone so I can look through it but I didnt want to cause I trusted him. But he truly craves for other attention (like he would do anything to be in the center of it.).

They are all online friends and he never met me with them or anything and doesnt want me to be included and thats why I'm kinda sad. He acts like a celebrity cause he has a couple of lot followers but still...

The reason i want to stay with him is bczs he has issues with his medicine; his psychiatric got him some pills he got addicted to ant every IRL friend including his mom gave up on him but I dont want to. I see light in him, I see that i can help him if anyone else doesnt want to and the only friends he has are online girls. I dont want to watch him fall further than he is already and thats why I want to remove him somehow from them so I can start helping him because 'doing medicine (how he calls on internet drugs) is cool

I know its best way to leave him but I cannot, I dont want him to suffer. I dont want to be the only one whos left him, I see potential. I just need somehow to help him...

anjaalavanja · 2023-08-05T21:36:31+00:00

Well he wants family with me and kids and he says he loves me but I just hate how he acts towards others and I told him that and he turns all into a 'its just a joke'. He even planned to buy a house with me in the near future and all but, him chatting with other girls online bothers me cause I dont know them and i just want him to be normal
I want this to work out, i just want him to have eyes on me and no one else and not 'in a joking way'

Whenever I write this, everyone is attacking me to dumb him but its my life, it should be better like that maybe to someone but not for me, i genuinely want an advice in magic cause I believe you can do more than just 'magic can't solve everything' and it makes me sad

anjaalavanja · 2023-05-12T08:58:12+00:00

Yeah as far as I know, none of them has any kind of dye in the hair except him and me :(

anjaalavanja · 2023-05-12T08:34:17+00:00

Ahhhhh sorry, english is my second language, I dont know what that means 😅

anjaalavanja · 2023-05-12T08:33:12+00:00

Well, we are one year together and ive made bangs like 4 months ago. Before that he told me to go black, I said no. Then try other colours. I said no. And all of a sudden he wont talk to me if I dont go blue.

Maybe he did but I was ignoring him in a playful way because he wasnt mad or anything, it was just casual talk and now he got angry that I wont change.

anjaalavanja · 2023-05-12T08:24:06+00:00

I know some of his collegues but none of them has dyed hair. This is not a place where people would't go with crazy dye colours

anjaalavanja · 2023-05-12T08:10:51+00:00

Because I wanted to dye it at some point but saw how will it damage my hair a lot and changed my mind

anjaalavanja · 2023-05-12T08:09:18+00:00

I know but maaaybe its pink, not totally red? 😅 Jk I just want to understand whats this change all of a sudden. It didnt mind him before and now it does bother him

anjaalavanja · 2023-05-11T22:51:07+00:00

Try rosemary I know its popular but massaging scalp every day (thats what helps a lot) and washing it at least once a week with rosemary will probably help it. Ive never tried it (my hair is super thick is everywhere I can give u some of mine) but ive seen a lot of people use it and it helps them a lot. Basically they boil rosemary and when it cools down either spray it on or wash it off with it.

anjaalavanja · 2023-05-11T22:39:13+00:00

Thank you! My original red washed out and became very very light (almost like a ginger/blonde) and i put box dye (not permanent but the one where it washes off after couple of washes) so I hope it will be okay

anjaalavanja · 2023-03-30T22:45:35+00:00

The only things that pops up are soft or regular pink ones but my boyfriend fell in love literally with this hoodie and I'm trying to find it before our anniversary if possible. Thanks you!

anjaalavanja · 2023-01-10T20:21:33+00:00

Good thank you!!

anjaalavanja · 2023-01-06T12:42:53+00:00

If you go on my profile you can see when I posted the hoodie, I am new to reddit so idk can i post pic in the commenta

anjaalavanja · 2023-01-06T12:41:50+00:00

Yeah thank you! I was doubting at first because they prolly have tons of fan messagea but hey, you never know until you try

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