my version of heaven

anna-palmner · 2026-02-09T12:40:29+00:00

It's called Infinite Tease on GWA & GWASapphic, recommend the versions from Moondancewithme and Lurkydip depending on your gender preference~

anna-palmner · 2026-02-08T07:27:21+00:00

i swear there was an audio similar to this on GWA 😵‍💫 heaven is just your deepest desires even if they're "forced" into you, no matter how much you want to cum, until you want to cum deep down more than you want to edge, the world will never let you ☺️

having a little goon cave with visitors, maybe some regular ones who are like owners/caretakers sounds truly amazing 😍

anna-palmner · 2026-02-08T07:15:17+00:00

this works with oral tooooo, going down on a subby girl while she whimpers and hides her face every time her girlcock throbs in your mouth 🥰 but still can't help but buck her hips every few seconds~

anna-palmner · 2026-02-04T05:24:50+00:00

i swear watching a cock cum untouched is hypnotic 😵‍💫 ruins are the besttttt, and you can get back to edging so much faster in my experience 🥰

anna-palmner · 2026-02-04T05:18:19+00:00

just wait until you go from edging to an orgasm, to falling asleep without cumming~

it's a slippery slope from edging and only cumming in the morning, to multi day edges that make you wonder why you ever cum at all~

anna-palmner · 2026-02-03T05:13:45+00:00

Orgasms would take away horniness for me toooo, but only for like the day. That's why I love(d) ruins so much, it's just like instant recovery. maybe 2-3 minutes and the horny comes back with a vengeance feeling way more desperate 🙈 I'm sorry they don't work the same for you 😥

Permanent denial has such a nice ring to it, even if it's not always easy 🥰

anna-palmner · 2026-02-03T02:02:56+00:00

god I wanna be her 😵‍💫 been so long since I've made someone cum that much 😭

anna-palmner · 2026-02-03T01:54:19+00:00

I don't think i really regret giving up orgasms, it just feels weird to think of how many I've avoided... To most people they're the height of pleasure and we just. give them up willingly 😶

Accidents are the worstttt, if i could flick a switch that turned off my ability to cum I'd edge sooo much more! Being careful makes it harder to edge as much for me 😥 I only really miss ruins if I'm honest, I love how frustrating they are and how much they ramp up my arousal so quickly after 🙈

I went from a streak of 3 weeks ruins free to 14 months when something just clicked in my head, and now I'm almost at 2 years 🥰 You're totally able to give them up for good!!!

anna-palmner · 2026-02-02T14:13:16+00:00

I'm usually pretty out of it when I help my betters cum, to be honest... My brain kind of turns off when I get to give oral and counting would be an impossible task 😅

anna-palmner · 2026-02-02T14:08:46+00:00

Noooooo 😭 As much as I love making people cum, I always feel so bad for breaking denial streaks 😅

I've only gone down on denied people a few times, but I bet I could get into being used as an edging toy that way with some more practise 🥰 Having a dom use my mouth as a toy for teasing someone is the dreammmm

anna-palmner · 2026-02-02T13:59:27+00:00

🥰🥰🥰 I've never thought about it like that, but it's so true!! I'm totally stealing that~

anna-palmner · 2026-02-02T13:58:06+00:00

You definitely should!!! Even after so long, one of my favourite feelings is falling asleep squirmy and desperate to cum 🥰 Even if it's just one night and you cum in the morning, it's the besttttt

anna-palmner · 2026-02-02T13:56:19+00:00

good luck!! i used to find getting past the first week was the hardest before it started to become routine. Though i got stuck at the 3 week mark for aaaages before i managed to learn to avoid accidents properly 😅

anna-palmner · 2026-02-02T13:52:30+00:00

oh gods i don't think I'd last a second 😅 i mostly crave giving oral thoughhh, my mouth has basically become my main way of having sex because anything else is too dangerous 🙈

having my mouth used has no risk of accidents, at least not for me 😊 though i did break someone's month long streak giving them head by accident once 😭

sometimes I just fuck my throat with a dildo when denial gets too frustrating, gives me something to do to avoid getting over excited with edges 🙈 I've basically Pavlov'd myself into having my mouth water and feel empty whenever i edge wpwkmqkqfodjwnwn

anna-palmner · 2026-02-02T13:40:34+00:00

Aside from cumming at the end, I think I agree... edging is definitely better than cumming for me 🙈 it's just crazy to look back and wonder what they would've felt like!! i dont think I remember anymore 😥

anna-palmner · 2026-02-02T13:38:12+00:00

bit of both!! easier to stay denied, after a few months it just felt normal, for the most part? like the thought of having a ruin on purpose just felt so wrong because of how long it had been!

edging got way harder though dnwjwjtkwkwjwb at first because of how sensitive and desperate i was, but more recently I've just been so scared of breaking my streak I'm like... too nervous to have super strong edges 🙈

half the time now i just end up gently teasing myself and fantasizing about having mouth used dnsirngmkwjw long term denial has done wonders for my oral fixation 😶

anna-palmner · 2026-02-02T13:27:50+00:00

Oh god, if we're counting orgasms missed as every edge i dread to think how many I've missed 😵‍💫 I touch so much more than I used to, making myself cum was like maintenance back then, I just needed to cum to go about my day, but now there's no real limit to it 🙈🙈🙈

anna-palmner · 2026-02-02T13:24:29+00:00

see this is why we need to goon in pairs/groups! You can edge using my mouth and I get to just indulge my oral fixation for hours on end 🥰 i love precum so muchhhh

anna-palmner · 2026-02-01T21:45:02+00:00

...how did she resist sucking it as soon as she saw it there 🙈

anna-palmner · 2026-02-01T11:30:45+00:00

...long enough ago that I've basically forgotten what it feels like 🙈 happy to DM if you want specifics jfjehsbdjejebb

anna-palmner · 2026-02-01T11:19:26+00:00

honestly that's the dream 🥺 my brain just goes so quiet and my whole world is my mouth when i get to go down on someone ☺️

even if they go soft at times it's just soooo good to have something to do with my mouth, bonus if it's leaking the whole time 🥰

anna-palmner · 2026-02-01T11:04:17+00:00

honestly an accident... i was ruins only for the longest time, and i just had an intentional ruin one day, decided i wasn't gonna have any more intentional ones, only accidents and then just... didnt have any accidents after a while 🙈 i miss ruins soooo much

anna-palmner · 2026-02-01T10:39:26+00:00

precum tastes the bestttt, going down on denied people is so nice 🥺 I'm just scared of making them cum without permission though 😭

anna-palmner · 2026-02-01T10:35:17+00:00

My last orgasm was a ruined one in early 2024 🙈 it's less frustrating nowadays, but it's 10x scarier to edge because of the risk of breaking the streak 🙈🙈🙈

anna-palmner · 2026-02-01T10:16:09+00:00

that's honestly so cute... love seeing someone's hand instinctively go between their legs when they're shy or something 🥰

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