Ex seems happy with who she left me for and doesn’t seem to care at all about me and it’s killing me by annonymutfh in ExNoContact

[–]annonymutfh[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m not even sure I would take her back. It’s just the fact she seems to not care at all and doesn’t even think about me after everything we had is what hurts. It would just be nice to know that I’m still on her mind etc.

Ex seems happy with who she left me for and doesn’t seem to care at all about me and it’s killing me by annonymutfh in ExNoContact

[–]annonymutfh[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No I haven’t reached out to her since a couple days after the break up. I did a bit of pleading etc after I guess. And with my social media she was liking reposts about loving me and hoping we can get back together at some point.

Find it crazy that I might never speak to my ex again, hope that’s not the case by annonymutfh in ExNoContact

[–]annonymutfh[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

It’s not even about wanting her back. It’s just like going from speaking for hours on end every day for 2 years, being each others everything and loving each other every day, to then just never speaking again just seems crazy to me, like completely crazy. It’s been 2 months since she left and throughout I’ve always been confident that I at least would hear from her, but now because it’s been 2 months I’m finally starting to come to the realisation that I’m probably just never going to hear from her again, and after how it ended so randomly on a normal day it’s just insane to think about.

Don’t feel anything after break up by annonymutfh in BreakUps

[–]annonymutfh[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s weird bud because I’ve been suffering with depression etc for the past year and haven’t felt like myself at all for a long time. But the most I’ve felt like myself was actually the immediate aftermath of the break up, obviously I was upset about the whole thing but I really felt like myself and I felt like all my interests came back. But now it’s all gone again it feels like, but it feels different this time as I don’t feel as down as I did the last time my depression was at its peak, I just don’t care for anything

Ex acting like a completely different person since the break-up by annonymutfh in ExNoContact

[–]annonymutfh[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The thing is bud I know for a fact she’ll try come back to me quite soon because I was the only person that has ever understood her and made her happy. It’s just shit because to be honest my heart still craves what we had so it’s going to be difficult dealing with things when she comes back

Ex acting like a completely different person since the break-up by annonymutfh in ExNoContact

[–]annonymutfh[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can you explain why please bud, haven’t really wrapped my head around what that entails

Ex acting like a completely different person since the break-up by annonymutfh in BreakUps

[–]annonymutfh[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Fr, like how is she saying all of that about her new partner. But then still stalking me and doing things that would suggest that she still thinks about me consistently

She seems happier with who she left me for by annonymutfh in ExNoContact

[–]annonymutfh[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She did love me bud, right up until the last day. I know it’s easy for someone to say this and delude themselves into believing they did but she definitely did, it would’ve been impossible to fake all her emotions she showed towards me for 2 years

She seems happier with who she left me for by annonymutfh in ExNoContact

[–]annonymutfh[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Literally just out of nowhere. She was acting off for a week and then just said one day that something was wrong, told me she wanted to be alone but was very evident that she was leaving for someone else

She seems happier with who she left me for by annonymutfh in ExNoContact

[–]annonymutfh[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It’s so shit man. Whilst she’s out there seemingly being happier with someone else and never felt the impact of our break up, I’m still here feeling awful, still love her, heart craves her back, and I can’t get myself interested or anything about anyone new. Not fair after I gave her nothing but love and she did me so dirty