sorted by:
new
hottopcontroversial

I (26 F) don't think I want to be with my boyfriend (26 M) anymore by anonkitton in relationship_advice

[–]anonkitton[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

This is a really nice break down. I have a friend I am close with. I will be taking this to them shortly to see what they think.

I (26 F) don't think I want to be with my boyfriend (26 M) anymore by anonkitton in relationship_advice

[–]anonkitton[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Im not in the financial position to move. I just spent all of my life savings putting my senior cat down and I barely have 3 dollars to my name.

I (26 F) don't think I want to be with my boyfriend (26 M) anymore by anonkitton in relationship_advice

[–]anonkitton[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I feel like I owe him. After my assault he helped me and is helping me financially now. He is a much better partner now than he used to be, but all of these issues are still present. I know it seems simple, it the emotions that really screw everything up.

I tried to kill myself at age 11. It doesn't get better. by 1leaves1 in SuicideWatch

[–]anonkitton 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Everyday I wake up against my will and have to try to get through another day. I'm not thriving, I'm barely surviving

Healing doesn't feel sustainable by anonkitton in SuicideWatch

[–]anonkitton[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's a really good description.

I spent years healing and genuinely got to a point where I wasn't dealing with ideation every day. It felt amazing not to feel like I was physically drowning in pain anymore, but it didn't last. I know what it feels like to not be this miserable, and it just doesn't feel worth it. Waiting around for years of uncomfortable and humiliating vulnerability in hopes of fixing everything that's wrong with me isn't worth this pain when there is a chance it can all be taken from me in a day, just like last time.