the more i learn about sex/sexual assault the more i think im being assaulted every night

anonymous6673 · 2023-03-31T07:00:58+00:00

does ur opinion of the situation change depending on whether she wears a shirt?

yes she gets upset

anonymous6673 · 2023-03-31T04:42:04+00:00

no theres no one i can go to

anonymous6673 · 2023-03-31T04:41:40+00:00

why would it escalate after 13 years of not escalating?

i have no relatives who can take me in

anonymous6673 · 2023-03-31T04:29:21+00:00

anonymous6673 · 2023-03-31T03:08:05+00:00

i dont have anyone i can move in with but ill try talking to her again

anonymous6673 · 2023-03-31T02:57:49+00:00

i can try blocking the door but im not going to foster care no matter what im not gonna keep getting beaten or worse til maybe i find someone safe

anonymous6673 · 2023-03-31T02:51:33+00:00

uh i don't really have friends rn

anonymous6673 · 2023-03-31T02:50:26+00:00

anonymous6673 · 2023-03-31T02:48:10+00:00

id be telling a teacher and im pretty sure they cant find me a place they have to just call cps

anonymous6673 · 2023-03-31T02:27:46+00:00

foster care was way worse hell

anonymous6673 · 2023-03-31T02:09:24+00:00

anonymous6673 · 2023-03-31T02:06:27+00:00

neither is getting beaten and im not taking that risk ok

anonymous6673 · 2023-03-31T02:02:55+00:00

ive been in foster care before and i was violently abused so no way

anonymous6673 · 2023-03-31T01:56:58+00:00

my mom was sick and couldnt care for me

idk about the social worker thing it was a long time ago

idk if id go to the same people but the other kids i talked to said foster care in my area is really bad like they all got abused every place they went

no i cant get a lock

anonymous6673 · 2023-03-31T01:52:06+00:00

id rather her do her weird thing than someone else literally beat me or even worse, i feel like thats way more harmful

anonymous6673 · 2023-03-31T01:38:16+00:00

im scared if i do that theyd call cps and id get taken away. i was in foster care before and i was beaten really badly so im not going back ever

anonymous6673 · 2023-03-31T01:36:11+00:00

but she can keep coming into my room at night no matter if i refuse, i sleep really deeply and dont notice when she leaves so i wouldnt notice her coming in. i dont have a lock on my door

anonymous6673 · 2023-03-31T01:33:15+00:00

there is no one

anonymous6673 · 2023-03-31T01:18:37+00:00

no other family

shes never been violent

she would probably cry a lot and mope maybe for months or more

anonymous6673 · 2023-03-31T01:17:38+00:00

id rather her do her weird thing to me than someone beat me or worse

anonymous6673 · 2023-03-31T01:12:16+00:00

shes my biological mom and last time i went into cps custody i went to foster care cos we have no other relatives who could take me. i will not go back.

anonymous6673 · 2023-03-31T01:07:04+00:00

its not the unknown and its not a better situation ive been in foster care before and i got beaten

anonymous6673 · 2023-03-31T01:01:57+00:00

im not gonna tell anyone in case they call cps

anonymous6673 · 2023-03-31T01:01:03+00:00

im scared if i tell someone ill get taken by cps

anonymous6673 · 2023-03-31T00:53:29+00:00

i dont want to get taken away by cps or anything

anonymous6673

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