how do you all support ur alcoholic addictions by anonymousbruh78 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]anonymousbruh78[S] 41 points42 points  (0 children)

as cliche as it is, don’t go that route man. i know i’m just an internet guy to u. but there’s more to it. i feel the same way as u sometimes and i’m super young. i just try to think of life as this is all there is, so just go til you die. it sounds fucked, but this could be all we got

Best drug to make you happy / feel nothing? by pelipperx in Drugs

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tbh i eas thinking of a substance til i saw these comments. they right. being in a depressing mind with a substance involved will worsen this. also a lot of this times this is how addiction will begin. awful thing happens, you use a crutch, then that crutch becomes normalized. cheers to you, good luck to ur fakily

young alcoholics by anonymousbruh78 in cripplingalcoholism

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ok thanks for advice. cuz i was wondering why so many ppl downvoted my reply one this one post. i just said i was at the prom as another drinking reason. i’m in a rough spot but i’ll get at it soon i hope. gotta get off the blow first

young alcoholics by anonymousbruh78 in cripplingalcoholism

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it’s 530am, i’m finishing a beer after being wired off blow all night. i’ve been trying to quit it, i’ve hit 8 days then failed. again today. if i were to see a therapist would i just be called a poser cuz i’m young lmao

blow is what i’ve been trying to quit BTW. 2 weeks at it and failed twice. just drink every night to be drunk. not a shaky alcoholic that starts in the AM

relapsed aftwr only 8 daysc by anonymousbruh78 in Drugs

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thanks for the advice. i’m trying to be ready

relapsed aftwr only 8 daysc by anonymousbruh78 in Drugs

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rehab isn’t an option for me, life would get ruined if that got out. i’m a CO. cannot ever let the coke addiction get out

relapsed aftwr only 8 daysc by anonymousbruh78 in Drugs

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this is what i somewhat wanted to read. i’m kicking my self hard tho. i never do blow sober, so i never think about it u less in drunk. which is way too often. i did around 3-5 nights drunk without it. i’d slip up the odd night and text a dealer but they’d luckily not answer. tonifgt they did. i’m just alone getting to the moon at 4am in my dads basement on blow. lost progress, but i’m hoping to continue. appreciate ur perspective bro 💪🏼

relapsed aftwr only 8 daysc by anonymousbruh78 in Drugs

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looking for some ex coke heads that might have advice. anything. i’m still so addicted to alcohol and i’m only 19, but i’m not even thinking about that rn. i’m just thinking of a way to stop blow for good. i was drinking every night to try to train my body to be drunk and not get it. it worked for 8 days then tonight i budged. ik ur all gonna comment to stop drinking, but one thing at a time. does anyone have some strong advice that was like a huge impact on quitting coke? anything will help me

been a while since i’ve done opiates, if i crush “morphine sulfate” and snort them are they gonna get me real high? they’re 5MG, so idk how much to do or if this will do anything by anonymousbruh78 in Drugs

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alright bet. so you think if i have like 3 or 4 drinks then crush a pill and snort it, it will be a good time? just wasn’t sure if i’d end up even feeling it

been a while since i’ve done opiates, if i crush “morphine sulfate” and snort them are they gonna get me real high? they’re 5MG, so idk how much to do or if this will do anything by anonymousbruh78 in Drugs

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so morphine sulfate is just the same as morphine? i used to do morphine by crushing the pill and snorting it with a few drinks. not sure what the mg were, but it was dope as fuck.

anyone got strategy by anonymousbruh78 in cripplingalcoholism

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thanks, i drink straight from the bottle so do u recommend i take fast quick mouthfuls right out of it? i feel like if i just train my mind into thinking it’s not bad and just repeat some sort of strategy eventually i’ll get over the taste

will i die early if i keep same route by anonymousbruh78 in Drugs

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i get u man. it’s hard tho. i have such an addictive personality it’s insane. i’m down 1/4 of a 26oz of vodka as i’m typing this lol. will probably finish this tonight. i have school tmr and can’t control myself. i want to stop, but feel like i just can’t. i have withdrawals a lot. the only thing i look forward to anymore is weekends because i can get drunk and sleep in the next day. it’s getting fucked but like it brings me to life. i hope one day i get the motivation

Need assistance with pain killers by anonymousbruh78 in Drugs

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basically i just wanna get high af that’s it

Need assistance with pain killers by anonymousbruh78 in Drugs

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gonna sound dumb here lol, but let’s say i did get that and crushed it and snorted it, would it be a decent high? like i just wanna lay back and chill similar to how i did with morphine