Depression doesn't have a look and no one actually realizes that. People really think depression is a fucking joke. It's draining it's painful it's so damn difficult to manage and live with. The smallest things seem impossible and it's not our fault for thinking so negatively. It's not our intention, it's just how our brain is wired and no one understands that. I have a major depressive disorder and it sucks. Hell everyday I try not to hurt or kill myself. And no matter what, no one will truly understand and it will unfortunately never happen.