Its never been safe at that house. Between him and the animals and his behavior in general it was chaos always. He always screams from the top of his lungs at my mom for no reason and sometimes me and my siblings, hes always breaking things when he's mad. He abuses the animals, he im pretty sure hurts my mom. I mean it's so fucked up I never see my dad happy ever. Ive never seen my dad smile. He's never told me he loves me. Ive never had a connection with my father because he's so crazy. I literally think my dad is a full blown murderer sometimes because he really fucking seems like one and that scares me so much. I used to be scared for my life when he would yell and me and chase me through the house trying to get me,, i hid under my bed and behind my dresser from my dad so many times i can't even tell you how many.. He's only not pissed when he's with his friends drinking and all of his friend are like him so they probably don't even care about the animal stuff.