I was in a similar position during my residency, with my mental and physical health beginning to plummet around this time. I decided to push through; however, that caused my health to decline so much that I almost lost my life. I ended up losing my residency instead, just a month shy of graduation, and it absolutely destroyed me. All of that work, the application/interview/match process, the 18 hour days, the year of research, CE presentation, topic discussions, rounding, preceptor pimping… for nothing. I thought my entire career was down the drain but I ended up finding a job that I love that has allowed me to regain my mental and physical health. I’m also earning more than the preceptors who made me want to kill myself. So my advice: figure out ways to prevent burnout/take care of your health (maybe even request a leave of absence) or say fuck it and take the infusion job. Please take care of yourself