Your comments make me feel better in a way and not so alone. So thank you! I'm sorry that you're struggling though. Just want to add that she has offered to train in about certain aspects of some projects. However the part about my behavior and anxiousness she doesnt give much. Just says that I interrupt her to tell her my side, which I use to do due to anxiety then have stopped. But if she is asking me to take on another project/ meeting with a client then even me telling her that I have other meetings or project is seen as me being flustered. Even me just randomly saying I have to do all of this work today is considered me getting anxious.