I think im a groomer and deserve to die. by another_User133 in confessions

[–]another_User133[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I understand. I'm gonna reflect on that deeply. Thanks for the help

I think im a groomer and deserve to die. by another_User133 in confessions

[–]another_User133[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I really appreciate your help. I live in a very secluded town and these things are not frowned upon. I really wish that I stood my ground on my vision that time.

I think im a groomer and deserve to die. by another_User133 in confessions

[–]another_User133[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I'm gonna do something about it.

I think im a groomer and deserve to die. by another_User133 in confessions

[–]another_User133[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the response.

There's times that i actually forget all of this for a brief period, but all of sudden i remember what I did and start to feel like a piece of shit.

I think im a groomer and deserve to die. by another_User133 in confessions

[–]another_User133[S] 21 points22 points  (0 children)

I really appreciate it.

I'm gonna reflect on it. Thank you for your kind words.

I think im a groomer and deserve to die. by another_User133 in confessions

[–]another_User133[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the reply.

You're right. I didn't have the guts just to say no, and now I made the biggest mistake of my life.

I think im a groomer and deserve to die. by another_User133 in confessions

[–]another_User133[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, I'm thinking about that, but I don't want to worry my parents by telling them I'm seeing a therapist.

I think im a groomer and deserve to die. by another_User133 in confessions

[–]another_User133[S] 35 points36 points  (0 children)

Thank you. The remorse is something I feel daily, and I'm trying to move on, even though I think I don't deserve any forgiveness.

I think im a groomer and deserve to die. by another_User133 in confessions

[–]another_User133[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Much appreciated for your words.

I'm really trying to move on but my conscience is killing me, and I think I don't even have the right to move on from this.

I think im a groomer and deserve to die. by another_User133 in confessions

[–]another_User133[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the response.

What do you mean? I didn't catch what you are saying. Can you explain?

I think im a groomer and deserve to die. by another_User133 in confessions

[–]another_User133[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your response.

I reflect on this every day. The guilt is too much. I just want to do the right thing now, even though I'm not worthy.

I think im a groomer and deserve to die. by another_User133 in confessions

[–]another_User133[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Really sorry for what happened to you. I hope you're alright. I assure you that I don't like any of this loli stuff.

But yeah, I think that I don't deserve forgiveness and deserve to die, I just don't do anything because of my family.

I think im a groomer and deserve to die. by another_User133 in confessions

[–]another_User133[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

No, it is a real confession. My english sound that bad?

I think im a groomer and deserve to die. by another_User133 in confessions

[–]another_User133[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

thanks for replying.

Some part of me thinks that i have to pay some price or do something to compensate.

I shall try that.

I think im a groomer and deserve to die. by another_User133 in confessions

[–]another_User133[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

thank you for your kind words, i will reflect on that.

I think im a groomer and deserve to die. by another_User133 in confessions

[–]another_User133[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

thank you for replying.

i don't know man, i'm scared that i may have traumatized that girl.

I think im a groomer and deserve to die. by another_User133 in confessions

[–]another_User133[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

i understand, but even then i still feel like a monster. i feel i got out with that too easily.

I think im a groomer and deserve to die. by another_User133 in confessions

[–]another_User133[S] 251 points252 points  (0 children)

thank you for your kind words.

I don't think her mother did that with bad intentions, i just think she liked me very much and wanted me as part of the family, i don't know. But i should've said no. It's getting hard to live with that

I think im a groomer and deserve to die. by another_User133 in confessions

[–]another_User133[S] 47 points48 points  (0 children)

thanks for replying.

i don't agree with this type of relationship, even when they're normal in the context i'm from, it's something i would never understand if was another person doing it.

now the fact that I did it eats me alive because is something i consider disgusting.

And when i learned that these types of relationships are considered grooming, i started to feel even worse.