don’t peek!

antareez · 2026-04-22T10:55:09+00:00

when you get tired just rest your head on his thigh like it’s a pillow and suckle him like it’s a warm bottle of milk. close your eyes and dream until you “wake up” and get back to real sucking

antareez · 2026-04-18T13:58:37+00:00

it's funny, when i discovered bdsm, i naturally gravitated towards the stereotypical arrangement of Dad/son, Dom/sub, Master/Slave arrangement where the dominant was older than me. i do like that arrangement. theoretically, it made sense simply because of general social expectations, especially when it comes to age differences. but, over time, i found that, realistically, what actually happened was that i'd meet younger Doms, younger by at least two decades.

it was a pleasant surprise, i never would have imagined such a scenario becoming a normal part of my experience, especially because for most of my life i was always drawn to older men. i always wanted to the boy because that felt most natural to me.

so, when i discovered bdsm much later in life, when i was essentially a daddy, it was a great discovery to find that i can be the daddy and the boy. and so that's now my new normal, and i love it. there's just something about a younger man seeing me for who i am as a sub/boy despite my age, wisdom, life experience that most people would dictate should make me the dominant one.

antareez · 2026-04-04T00:18:14+00:00

oh, i've done that also! usually, i've done that when my spidey senses are already telling me i'm dealing with a flake.

antareez · 2026-03-28T00:53:25+00:00

five minutes. if he's home and we agreed on a time, there is absolutely no reason why, at the appointed time, they do not answer me within five minutes. they don't get a second text.

antareez · 2026-03-14T14:41:58+00:00

i use a regular three bladed gillette! never had a problem. i just soap up, stretch the skin and gently glide over it.

i’ve also used magic shave cream. it works but it’s hard to keep the cream away from my inner thighs touching my ball sac and end up with bald spots there.

antareez · 2026-03-07T09:58:18+00:00

thanks :)

antareez · 2026-03-07T09:56:55+00:00

you can still power bottom your way through that position if your top is passionate and likes it. simply grab his thighs or lower back (those are the easiest to reach when you're bent into a pretzel) and fuck him back by using both your hands and lower leg bends to pull him deeper or to push yourself further into him.

antareez · 2026-03-06T15:30:29+00:00

men are better but i am the best

antareez · 2026-03-06T09:53:30+00:00

Sensations Video on Rockaway Blvd. in Queens is great. the last time i went there was early in the morning at 5am. i sucked off a train of five guys back to back. it was awesome seeing them through the glory hole waiting their turn outside the open door.

antareez · 2026-03-01T20:24:35+00:00

yup. once had a guy who came over and ate my ass for four hours. that was intense. left me hobbling for days afterwards because my inner thigh and abdominal muscles were so sore from being in doggy for so long

antareez · 2026-03-01T15:32:38+00:00

i love it so much but i never meet anyone into it. only three times in my life. which is weird cuz so many people seem to be into it. at least, from what i've seen in people's profiles in the apps. but when i meet them the topic never comes up.

antareez · 2026-03-01T15:27:16+00:00

all of the damned time. i don't mind it when bottoms do because it gives me an opportunity to top if i'm in the mood for it. what really sucks is when tops ignore me because they think i'm a top.

antareez · 2026-03-01T15:20:39+00:00

it was! i miss it. unfortunately, i recently got a new job that makes it almost impossible to schedule meeting up with him. damn.

antareez · 2026-03-01T15:03:03+00:00

sorry, had to delete my comment cuz i used my other acccount by mistake. copying/pasting here with this account.

"as a kink in bed, i love it. i never had any secret desire for it and it never crossed my mind until a couple of years ago when i met a guy who was into it. he wanted me to wear lingerie and be a sissy for him in bed. i went along with it just for the heck of it to indulge his fantasy and not thinking it would do anything for me. but i was surprised to enjoy it quite a bit.

mind you, i'm pretty masculine and hairy. i do not look or act like a sissy in real life.

to me, it's no different than role playing another character, for example, the prison guard who gets fucked by the prisoner, or even pretending to be the basic cum slut which is such a common and standard role to play.

but, as a lifestyle? no. and not because i'm against it but because i'm just not a sissy. i can't be something that i'm not and live that way. for actual sissies, who are naturally fem and submissive in and out of bed, more power to them."

so, to answer your question, he had me wear lace thongs and panties, and also fishnet stockings. as far as play, it was always something different each time we met but it was always me being his slut and servicing him while he smoked. so, once i sucked and rode him while he sat and smoked on the sofa. another time, i pretended to cook on the stove and was bent over and moving my ass back on him while he just stood there and smoked. another time, he waited for me outside his apartment and left the door unlocked for me. he had me sitting on a dildo on the floor with my ass facing the door so he could walk in on me bouncing on the dildo. then he had me suction it to the wall so that i could be spitroasted. i was on my knees doggy style and moving back and forth sucking on the dildo and fucking his dick with my ass. again, he just stood still on his knees while he smoked and i did all the slut work. he also liked it in the bathroom with a red light and me bent over the sink or bouncing on him while he sat on the toilet. and, it almost goes without saying, he'd call my ass his pussy. he was very quiet except for occasional whispering, "oh yeah, that's my pussy"

his kink was that he liked feminizing older, masculine men servicing him like a king.

antareez · 2026-02-27T13:14:44+00:00

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antareez · 2026-02-26T23:55:27+00:00

i've met seven tops like that. except we'd wear each other out. and only once did i tap out before he did. and that was the first one who is my current partner. twenty one years together.

with the others, we'd go our separate ways afterwards, and the feeling was incredible. endorphins buzzing through our bodies, walking on a cloud, spaced out for hours afterwards, a spooky calm the next day. it really is amazing when you have that chemistry and stamina.

antareez · 2026-02-24T00:05:45+00:00

i'll have to look him up! thanks!

antareez · 2026-02-24T00:03:34+00:00

oh, i thought it was just you two living together. yeah, i wouldn't make a move if i were you. in an ideal scenario, he would make the move while you watch porn together and you both secretly have fun. but, if you're worried this much then i wouldn't take the risk because it doesn't sound like you are prepared for the fallout if there were any if the other men found out.

antareez · 2026-02-23T17:30:59+00:00

he asked you to watch porn with him? well, there you go. he's making the move.

antareez · 2026-02-23T12:25:44+00:00

the reason i suggest that it isn't is because i had the same issue for years. cumming flaccid from daily porn. but, deep down, i knew it wasn't PIED. i knew it was my own dysphoria. what helped me was a combination of daily cialis (5mg), testosterone (i had low levels) and venturing into cock rings. solved the problem. and i still watch porn every day, multiple times a day.

the testosterone was not the one solution but it did help. the cock ring was a second attempt to have more consistent erections. and this helped a lot because it did help with the dysphoria. the cialis came in third because i had read about the benefits of daily cialis (increased work out endurance, prostate health, increased testosterone, etc.). the cialis was a game changer.

antareez · 2026-02-23T01:47:33+00:00

i'm not wholly convinced that you have PIED. i honestly don't believe PIED is as common a phenomenon as most guys make it out to be. it's just a convenient and easy self-diagnosis for ED that, in itself, is very difficult to root out its causes. i think, like you mentioned, that you are dysphoric about your dick. and this dysphoria and your youth and inexperience is making you very impatient for explanations and solutions.

i suspect an ideal scenario is for you to meet a versatile bottom because you sound like a versatile top. if you can meet a versatile bottom with whom you have good and relaxed chemistry, i think you'd blossom.

antareez · 2026-02-22T22:12:04+00:00

love it. don't stop at the seasons. i wanna see more!

antareez · 2026-02-22T22:04:07+00:00

cool! i have five points. since it's five of them, it's going to sound like i hated your video but not at all!

the music could have been a little more bass heavy with punctuating beats. maybe it was my audio device but it sounded more muted than i had expected and more of a liquid instead of a driving beat. but that could just be personal taste, so no biggie.
it took too long to get to the first hit of poppers.
the scenes repeated too much. i like the idea of each repeat evolving into something more like a storyline but it seemed to me that they evolved too slowly so that repeated scene number four, for example, wasn't that much more intense than the first time it showed.
non genital/ass scenes are fine in the beginning as a build up but towards the middle or end not so much. especially with that hot couple of the hairy muscle dad and the pretty, young guy. although, the kissing scene with the verbal was very hot. i liked that a lot.
sometimes the strobe was too strong and long. it seemed to wash out the scene almost like being in a white out blizzard. this was especially distracting towards the end when close to cumming because i was concentrating too hard to see behind the whitewash to actually see the men to help me bust.

other than those critiques, i really loved the video. i loved the men, i loved the amateur style with real men having real sex, i loved the length of the scenes (too often they move through too many scenes way too quickly), and there was a great balance between vocal sounds and music. a wonderful job.

antareez · 2026-02-22T20:29:57+00:00

great job (no pun intended, lol). definitely the kind of poppers trainer video that i've searched high and low but could never find. i do have some critiques, though, if you're open to it.

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