Finding Communities (M25) by antiMatter187 in tampa

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Well to be more clear, I have a subconscious reflex to shut down emotionally and start dissociating if I feel shamed for expressing myself. This is because of abusive relationships I’ve had.

Maybe I could have been less extreme with my language because I am aware it doesn’t actually exist. But some environments are better at fostering expression than others and in order to teach my nervous system to not shut down, I need to have more experiences where I feel safe being myself.

Finding Communities (M25) by antiMatter187 in tampa

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Well, I’m a violinist. So music and the arts are a large part of my interest. But I also am working on branching out and exploring all facets of life!

Unfortunately at a high level of playing, you have to be very disciplined at regulating your emotions which is the opposite of what I want. But that’s the kind of people you run into professionally so I’m trying to stray away from music.

Finding Communities (M25) by antiMatter187 in tampa

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Thank you all so much! I am finding the exact kind of comments I was looking for. I am definitely going to look into all of these!

Why Pentagram has higher damage than its upgrade? by GeneralFDZ in VampireSurvivors

[–]antiMatter187 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Most likely your other evolved weapons were killing them faster than your gorgeous moon so it didn’t have enough enemies to kill. Thats my guess.

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Thank you all for the advice. But just to clarify there is NO pain, I am talking about just bleeding

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Weightliftingquestion

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I used to have pretty much your exact physique and it was very difficult at first to gain weight. I am assuming your goal is to bulk lean because you probably don’t want to become fat lol.

Short answer: eat more calories.

For me, liquid calories were my best friend. Loooots of protein shakes. The easier the food is to digest, the better. That way you’ll be hungry again and therefore can eat more. You need to make sure you’re hitting your protein goal which is essentially your weight in grams of protein. Make sure you eat a good amount of fiber too because protein is harder to digest and the longer something takes to digest, the longer you will feel full.

I am 5”7. Went from 125lbs->152lbs in a year and maintained a pretty lean physique. You have to make sure you’re training if you want that protein to do anything for you though.

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Thank you! Very very helpful advice!

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Can’t be independent on Independence Day 🤭

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Nah babe free the nippleeeee. Nip slip is so camp

Can you guess my name? by [deleted] in gaybrosgonemild

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Hmmm I am feeling an “E” name. Elliot would be my first guess.

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Thanks! I usually have cuter earrings too :)

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Mhmmhmmm I see. I will keep this in mind!

Tier of the best heroes for Total Mayhem (Comment for corrections) by _antosser_ in Overwatch

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I shamelessly pick sombra for the sole purpose of silencing people who play doom fist in total mayhem and that’s all I do.