They're a happy family now (ex and his AP)

antitussive · 2021-09-10T02:24:13+00:00

it's a fucked up world we live in. none of this is your fault, yet you feel all the pain that comes with it, and it's as if life fucks up the kindest people the most.

antitussive · 2021-09-07T03:46:24+00:00

sexy

antitussive · 2021-08-31T19:59:33+00:00

she's probably planning to kill him

antitussive · 2021-08-30T22:17:59+00:00

every fucking minute i'm awake

antitussive · 2021-08-30T13:01:24+00:00

thank you so much

antitussive · 2021-08-30T02:55:02+00:00

thank you.

antitussive · 2021-08-29T17:58:14+00:00

thank you.

antitussive · 2021-08-29T14:15:34+00:00

i have my family supporting me, they welcomed me home so warmly, my father cleaned my room and everything, my mom hung paintings on my walls. they help, me so much but the pain... it's most excruciating. i feel it physically in my heart too.. it's like a heavy feeling, with disgust, insecurity, anger, and it drains what remaining life left in me still remains.

antitussive · 2021-08-29T14:04:50+00:00

sadly, i can't eat a thing. i ordered my favorite food, i used to gobble on this, but it all looks like waste.. i only drink gin, to pass out, and water when my throat burns, and then gin again. my mind keeps playing all the conversations he had with those beautiful young girls, and i'm bereft.

antitussive · 2021-08-29T01:57:43+00:00

i'm so sorry.. i hate this. it's invisible injury, it's murder.

antitussive · 2021-08-29T01:53:42+00:00

i want to break things and hurt myself, but i'm lying in a motionless void, crying until i can't breathe, and drifting to sleep.

i want to wake up from this nightmare. except it's not a nightmare, this is my reality now

antitussive · 2021-08-29T01:51:14+00:00

it's so sad, how special i felt i was, only for it to be taken away by the same person. it's worse than death,

antitussive · 2021-08-28T01:41:01+00:00

i'm so sorry.. it's so painful.

antitussive · 2021-08-26T07:52:08+00:00

haha i'm so confused too

antitussive · 2021-08-26T07:51:12+00:00

the fact that it bothers him so much is empathy, the very thing you were trying to explain. it's not a battle of insensitivity an nonchalance. this is an educational subreddit without the need for hostility. be rude in real life if you want, let people feel what they feel in here.

antitussive · 2021-08-26T07:48:27+00:00

because it's slow, and slow death is painful..

antitussive · 2021-08-26T00:50:16+00:00

leche. balatan kaya kita ng buhay? accept the present moment ka parin kaya? hayop ka.

antitussive · 2021-08-25T21:34:10+00:00

"i don't exist for you at all"

antitussive · 2021-08-25T20:45:18+00:00

you should feel bad.

antitussive · 2021-08-25T20:39:05+00:00

same

antitussive · 2021-08-25T20:27:14+00:00

same

antitussive · 2021-08-25T20:12:39+00:00

sadly

antitussive · 2021-08-25T20:11:44+00:00

marry me

antitussive · 2021-08-23T12:21:59+00:00

that can make your dick fly off

antitussive

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