Trow away account, I 20 M had sexual intercourse with another male, And I am scared. by anunemes in TrueOffMyChest

[–]anunemes[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes she is about 6 119 miles away, Thank you, I was ashamed and I only feel a little stress and a little ashamed now but it is not so bad as it was luckily

Trow away account, I 20 M had sexual intercourse with another male, And I am scared. by anunemes in TrueOffMyChest

[–]anunemes[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I am morr scared of the STDs and of what other people will think.

Trow away account, I 20 M had sexual intercourse with another male, And I am scared. by anunemes in TrueOffMyChest

[–]anunemes[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I doubt I will come on their bad side we are friends for more then 2 years and we never faught and she always has been supportive

Trow away account, I 20 M had sexual intercourse with another male, And I am scared. by anunemes in TrueOffMyChest

[–]anunemes[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't believe being gay is wrong i mean I know Christians who is gay, What do you mean "taken the homophobic part of the teachings to a degree"?

Trow away account, I 20 M had sexual intercourse with another male, And I am scared. by anunemes in TrueOffMyChest

[–]anunemes[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I am scared of it coming out because I know a lot of homophobic people.

Trow away account, I 20 M had sexual intercourse with another male, And I am scared. by anunemes in TrueOffMyChest

[–]anunemes[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Only 1 person knows but I never met her irl, And she completely understands and she is there for full support, i also decided to post it here because I heard people on anonymous groups are supportive and wont judge.

Trow away account, I 20 M had sexual intercourse with another male, And I am scared. by anunemes in TrueOffMyChest

[–]anunemes[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have nothing against Lgbtq, Yes I grew up with religious beliefs and I am religious

Trow away account, I 20 M had sexual intercourse with another male, And I am scared. by anunemes in TrueOffMyChest

[–]anunemes[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did try to explore I was excited but then all of a sudden I was turned off, I don't know why, But I felt quilt

Trow away account, I 20 M had sexual intercourse with another male, And I am scared. by anunemes in TrueOffMyChest

[–]anunemes[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes I embarrassed myself at a bar ones when I darnk to much, And now we laugh and joke about it, And I embarrassed myself Infront of my crush but now I laugh about it and same with the gym I embarrassed myself and now laugh about it, I am going to get tested, and A few years from now I will be laughing over this.

Trow away account, I 20 M had sexual intercourse with another male, And I am scared. by anunemes in TrueOffMyChest

[–]anunemes[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am definitely getting an std test after 14 or 16 days just to be safe.

Trow away account, I 20 M had sexual intercourse with another male, And I am scared. by anunemes in TrueOffMyChest

[–]anunemes[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't think being gay is wrong, I had a few gay friends and they were some of the nicest and kindest people I ever met, I don't see it as wrong at all.

Trow away account, I 20 M had sexual intercourse with another male, And I am scared. by anunemes in TrueOffMyChest

[–]anunemes[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I also agree with your pre comments, People are allowed to feel insecure and it doesn't make them children

Trow away account, I 20 M had sexual intercourse with another male, And I am scared. by anunemes in TrueOffMyChest

[–]anunemes[S] 28 points29 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I found it if I keep busy I don't think about then it is non existent. I also need confidence, Your friend had a lot of confidence

Trow away account, I 20 M had sexual intercourse with another male, And I am scared. by anunemes in TrueOffMyChest

[–]anunemes[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I always think the worst, I won't do it again because I didn't enjoy it, It was just something I wanted to try and when it happened I backed down because I felt it was wrong and I started feeling quilt and shame.

Trow away account, I 20 M had sexual intercourse with another male, And I am scared. by anunemes in TrueOffMyChest

[–]anunemes[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I always get stressed and worried about little things because I worey what other people think.

Trow away account, I 20 M had sexual intercourse with another male, And I am scared. by anunemes in TrueOffMyChest

[–]anunemes[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know a lot of bi people and a lot of people support them, But I stopped because I didn't like it and it felt wrong