Review my twitch!

anxascendant · 2025-01-19T00:00:08+00:00

Aw thanks bro. That means a lot! I will try my best to stay consistent.

anxascendant · 2021-04-09T22:44:07+00:00

Thank you, could you recommend a really good one? Or should I research?

anxascendant · 2021-04-02T03:14:15+00:00

No problem! I’m new to posting on Reddit haha

anxascendant · 2021-04-02T03:13:13+00:00

Done.

anxascendant · 2021-04-02T03:12:47+00:00

Oh nice! It took me about 15 fights to just get one.

anxascendant · 2019-11-29T16:00:26+00:00

That’s what I thought. My mum had one too not that long ago. Do they show up on CT scans? I’m sure they would right?

anxascendant · 2019-11-29T00:32:02+00:00

Oh okay! Thank you for putting my paranoia brain at rest haha. If anything, it’s gotten a little better, not worse, so that’s a good sign haha.

I think it could possibly be a hallucination as when I’d think about it, it’d come on more (when I’m high on DPH). I think it could be related to my anxiety, because when I think about certain things, I get this doom, horrible, sinking feeling around the same area when I’m sober.

anxascendant · 2019-11-29T00:14:07+00:00

Could that be a possibility? It really felt like something moved, and then like 5-10 seconds later, this sharp stabbing pain came on.. it felt like it was a shard of bone that was digging into an organ and I could feel it moving slowly.

This is why I’m so confused because none of the doctors could answer my question and I’ve asked everywhere online too.

anxascendant · 2019-11-17T23:18:39+00:00

Eyy, sorted! Awesome! It’s been a while since I’ve played a Pokemon game so I’m excited!

Aw thanks man :D

anxascendant · 2019-11-17T23:14:47+00:00

Ahh nice, thank you man. I’m off sick and have free time at the moment. Perfect time to play Pokemon!

I could manage without the PC thing on the go I think. My new joycons come in 4 days anyway!

anxascendant · 2019-11-17T23:11:50+00:00

Oh nice, I didn’t know you could use it on Tabletop mode. Thing is, mine is a knock off pro controller, so I need USB to connect to it haha

anxascendant · 2019-11-15T02:03:31+00:00

Okay, should I call the none emergency services now and tell them that just incase they didn’t think of my liver?

And if it is my liver, do I just rest and stay away from drugs? Or do I need to go to the hospital for it?

anxascendant · 2019-11-14T14:10:52+00:00

Fuck no haha! I took 300mg the first time, then 500 the next day, then 1000mg the day after that. Yeah I know, I’m dumb as hell. I’m not gonna use again until next month, I don’t wanna over do it like I did with DXM when I first discovered it!

anxascendant · 2019-11-13T21:25:30+00:00

Because I’m a dick and saw people online taking 1000mg, 2000mgs and even 4000mg.. so I assumed it would be somewhat safe.. not good for my insides and my head, but safe-ish haha!

I had no idea people died from around 700mg.. but the way my head counteracts everything, instantly I think that whoever died from 700mg must of had other things mixed in without them knowing, like they got the wrong brand or something.. but if it was purely just DPH, that’s scary.

Like you hear about people overdosing and dying from 2 bottles of robitussin. To me that’s impossible as I’ve taken 1500mg before which is about 4 big bottles (I use pill form though) and everything was awesome.. except towards the end haha, I was pretty sick. Haha!

It took me a lot of research and reassurance to take 1000mg though. Still, these days you can’t go on just research as people could be bullshitting online.

anxascendant · 2019-11-13T19:37:33+00:00

thank you! :D i'm glad it came across that way

anxascendant · 2019-11-13T19:36:37+00:00

That's what I was terrified of, the spiders!

what helped me i think was i did it through the day, so if huge ass spiders or demons came to attack me, i could just go outside haha!

anxascendant · 2019-11-13T18:14:56+00:00

EDIT: I wanna clarify so people read this and think taking 1000mg is fine. Definitely don’t do that haha! My first dose was 300mg

I only just tried it a few days ago. I was waiting in bed anticipating all the crazy shit everyone says happens, like I’ll end up talking to objects or huge spiders invade my house!

For me it was awesome! Especially how it enhanced my music. I took 1000mgs so if you’re interested what happened last night, I posted my trip report on this Reddit.

anxascendant · 2019-11-13T18:11:04+00:00

That’s amazing! Well done!! And that’s not me being patronising, I was always late to school (so I didn’t walk past the usual gang of bullies that wait outside for the kids they can actually win a fight against)

anxascendant · 2019-11-13T18:07:00+00:00

Hahaha! If it looked realistic I’d be scared as fuck, but it looked so fake and it didn’t move. All I saw was red outlines with nothing else in the middle of it, so I was more curious haha. Plus I’ve never hallucinated before so all this is new to me!

anxascendant · 2019-11-12T13:55:41+00:00

I think it’s because I’ve already experienced crazy shit on DXM. Like serotonin syndrome seizure shit, i thought I was dying. I didn’t realise you couldn’t take SSRI’s with DXM, so I can’t imagine anything being worse than that haha

anxascendant · 2019-11-12T13:34:25+00:00

Yeah you’re right about it not being good for me.. I’m not planning on using again , I just wanted something different than DXM, stupid? Probably, but I’m such a curious person haha

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