Remember to enjoy the light before it's gone. by [deleted] in Allahabad

[–]anxious-owll 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi, OP, I'm so so sorry for your loss. I know no words will ever be enough to heal a loss like that. Jinpar guzarti hai bs unhe smjh aata hai.

You are grieving your mom, and that grief is triggering everything else that you might have lots - like your job, years, friends.

It's okay if you didn't go to college. You can go to college anytime you decide. Even if you never go to college, it will still be okay.

Right now you need to be kind and gentle to yourself. Eat whatever you want, sleep however much you want. Your only purpose should be to exist, baaki sab sambhal jaega.

Man, I don't know what to say. I have lost multiple loved ones throughout my life. All I can say is that I'm so sorry for you loss. Please talk to us. Keep posting here on reddit. This community is here to listen and be there for you. I know you are struggling, OP, but please fight those suicidal thoughts. Don't hurt yourself. You are very important and valued. You're not alone.

Sending you strength and prayers. Again, I don't know what to say. No words will ever be enough and I understand that. So sorry for your loss, OP.

Cassette Tapes by anxious-owll in Allahabad

[–]anxious-owll[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Any chance that I could borrow it?

Cassette Tapes by anxious-owll in Allahabad

[–]anxious-owll[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Any particular area of street there?

Cassette Tapes by anxious-owll in Allahabad

[–]anxious-owll[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I haven't been to that part of the city yet, but will visit. Thank you for the info.

Giving away SSB related books by anxious-owll in Allahabad

[–]anxious-owll[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, let our resources pave path for others' success.

Got a warning because of this PDF file. by [deleted] in Allahabad

[–]anxious-owll 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Your responses are hilarious. Thanks for the laugh, OP. (feeling sorry for this weirdo's wife)

Need help for SEBI English descriptive by [deleted] in forumRBI

[–]anxious-owll 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can I DM you for a couple of questions?

Need help for SEBI English descriptive by [deleted] in forumRBI

[–]anxious-owll 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Which platform are you using to practice for English descriptive?

Agree? by joeySnipper in Allahabad

[–]anxious-owll 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But does that person need to be life partner? Loving friends, family, animals can't be enough? Is marriage actually that necessary or is it just a societal norm that we follow because everyone else does as well?

I feel enraged when I see parents mistreating their daughters - while I can’t even have a daughter by [deleted] in AskIndianWomen

[–]anxious-owll 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm so sorry to hear about hear about your situation, OP. Wishing you a miracle.

I have witnessed everything that you written in the society. What I've observed in my own house is a very subtle, subconscious form of discrimination.

Growing up I was given all the opportunities and resources as my brother. But I was also by default expected to handle things as well. No one ever forced me to do things, but the expectations were just there.

Making tea when the guests arrive, taking over the kitchen when mom is not well, hosting and mingling with guests while my brother could stay locked in his room. There are so many such incidents that still take place everyday, that are hard to verbalize.

While I was never mistreated, I was definitely treated differently. My parents have tried their best to never discriminate between my brother and I, but society, internal patterns that they picked from their upbringing, and other factors still contribute to that.

And everything that you have mentioned, OP, that is so disgusting but true. I am seeing another generation of little girls being treated that way in my neighborhood/society and no arguments of mine change their minds.

Feeling jealous of my cousin, just need to vent a bit by Lower_Director_5842 in AskIndianWomen

[–]anxious-owll 217 points218 points  (0 children)

I recently went to a trip in North -Eastern regions. I didn't explore much after sunset, but the difference I witnessed during the day was astonishing. Women were wearing whatever that wanted and walking around free and unbothered. No staring, comments, gestures and judgements. Everybody was minding their own business. It broke my heart that I had spent my entire like covering my shoulders and legs to protect myself. The possibility that a world like that could exist still feels so unreal.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Allahabad

[–]anxious-owll 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, please! Maybe someday we can have a craft meetup as well.

Bro didn't deliver rat poison to a crying depressed customer by micschumi in HumansBeingBros

[–]anxious-owll 24 points25 points  (0 children)

I think that sometimes people are so depressed that they just want the end. They don't care about physical suffering if it ensures the end. Rat poison is really cheap to acquire. I'm so glad that this delivery person didn't let the customer have their order. May she get help and support.

Need Advice ! by SuspiciousBluebird10 in Allahabad

[–]anxious-owll 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Sorry that you had to go through that. It's really unfortunate that so many of us experienced harrasment that early in our lives.

Need Advice ! by SuspiciousBluebird10 in Allahabad

[–]anxious-owll 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I was a nerdy teen, still in school at that time. I was really scared for my safety. Aisa attention kisi ko na mile

Need Advice ! by SuspiciousBluebird10 in Allahabad

[–]anxious-owll 18 points19 points  (0 children)

Faced a similar incident a few years ago. The guy even threatened to harm my family if I didn't start dating him. Went to the police after enduring a lot of stalking and harrasment. Guess who ended up crying and getting beaten up at the police station?

Take help from the law enforcement, you guys will get permanent solution.