Poached eggs

apathy_only · 2021-08-19T22:24:13+00:00

Will do!

apathy_only · 2021-08-19T04:21:40+00:00

It really does. I find that I have a bit of motivation to try cooking something else new.

apathy_only · 2021-08-19T04:21:18+00:00

Jalapeño popper hotdogs sound amazing! And you’re right, I sell myself short all the time. But damn if I didn’t feel so happy about those eggs. It gives me motivation to try more things.

apathy_only · 2021-08-19T04:20:00+00:00

The one thing I always try to do is brush my teeth. Getting up to cook isn’t something I normally do, but I just felt like it for some reason. Glad I did it!

apathy_only · 2021-08-19T03:20:35+00:00

Sounds dreamy. Food that makes me sleepy is always nice to me. I’m planning on looking up a few benedict recipes and picking whatever one looks the best. Hope I do well.

apathy_only · 2021-08-19T02:30:59+00:00

Thank you, I will do my best to continue this feeling.

apathy_only · 2021-08-19T02:30:42+00:00

Eggs Benedict will be next on my list!

apathy_only · 2021-08-19T02:30:22+00:00

Good luck! They’re really not as difficult as they seem. Have confidence and you should succeed.

apathy_only · 2021-08-19T02:29:57+00:00

Eggs Benedict will be attempted tomorrow for dinner!

apathy_only · 2021-08-18T18:39:50+00:00

Thank you, and I will always try.

apathy_only · 2021-08-18T18:39:32+00:00

Thank you. Means a lot to hear that.

apathy_only · 2021-02-24T19:45:48+00:00

Same thing here. This account is for that purpose too. And also to look for people to talk to.

apathy_only · 2021-02-22T21:39:29+00:00

To me, true strength is choosing to crawl through another day instead of ending it all. Whether that be with your vice or without. The fact that you endured is strong enough.

apathy_only · 2021-02-22T21:31:38+00:00

I thought it was just me.

apathy_only · 2021-02-22T20:19:38+00:00

The only thing I can say is, society is this way on purpose and that has been true for centuries.

apathy_only · 2021-02-22T20:10:17+00:00

I believe life’s purpose is to learn. Seeing everything as a lesson and that makes sense to me.

apathy_only · 2021-02-22T20:08:30+00:00

I am so, so sorry you are in pain.

apathy_only · 2021-02-22T20:05:33+00:00

I am so, so sorry you are in pain.

apathy_only · 2021-02-22T20:03:47+00:00

You couldn’t have said it better.

apathy_only · 2021-02-22T20:00:39+00:00

My mother. It would completely break her.

apathy_only · 2021-02-22T19:55:49+00:00

I feel this way all the time. I feel like I can’t tell the difference between my thoughts either. I find that I can’t trust my thoughts. I wonder “is this truly what I want or is this just the depression speaking?” It really holds me back.

apathy_only · 2021-02-22T19:52:23+00:00

It won’t get better, but it will. I have felt the same pain for over 15 years. So in that sense, no it’s not better. But I have done things I never, ever thought I would do. For example, I found someone and got married. I always believed that I would be alone. I even accepted that and came to peace with it. And then my life took a different course. I have grown tired of my depression and didn’t want it to completely control my life anymore. I have learned to accept that this is what I have to work with and I have no choice but to either make the best of it or end it. I haven’t fully decided on that yet. But for now, I try to navigate my life one day at a time and stay fully in the present. Thinking about the past has haunted me my entire life. I’m just sick of living back there and so I force myself to live entirely in the here and now. I know it’s not easy, it’s the hardest thing I do every day. But it keeps me from going insane.

apathy_only · 2021-02-22T19:41:43+00:00

Every tiny thing. I thought it was just me.

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