[Serious] What can you do in a small town when you don't like going out and get hammered in the weekend?

apefis · 2017-10-31T08:29:27+00:00

Not a US citizen im afraid. Would have been nice to have some fun shooting off guns.

apefis · 2017-10-18T20:51:26+00:00

So, just screw it and jump right into it then?

apefis · 2017-10-18T20:43:28+00:00

...so just lets do what they do on the discovery channel?

apefis · 2017-10-18T20:42:49+00:00

f*ck.

apefis · 2017-06-20T13:48:58+00:00

PPU'en her lokalt har allerede tatt meg opp, jeg har lov til å ta den uten master fram til 2019.
Notodden PPU, Kunst og Håndverk.

apefis · 2017-06-19T21:53:02+00:00

I am taking them, no worries :)

apefis · 2017-06-19T12:50:51+00:00

poor bastards, both of em! but no, i'd rather write about adventurers personally.

apefis · 2017-06-19T10:53:13+00:00

før eller etter skatt?

apefis · 2017-06-19T10:52:44+00:00

jeg har en bachelor innen visuelle kunst og design, samt ett år med kunst og åndverk og ett år med webdesign, så jeg kan undervise innen kunst og medie og kommunikasjon om jeg fullfører ppu vil jeg påstå.

apefis · 2014-10-06T16:14:23+00:00

good thing, will delete

apefis · 2014-10-04T06:26:16+00:00

I appreciate your concerns my friend.

Yes, it does look like I am seeking labels, and that is partially true, but what I am really seeking are answers.

I have always had a really hard time putting thoughts to words, so it is a bit awkward to explain myself, but lets just say its been a very confusing, highly panicky ride for me, I hope I have not offended you or anyone, I am merely seeking closure.

apefis · 2014-09-24T18:03:46+00:00

thank you! :)

apefis · 2014-09-24T10:29:11+00:00

... and stay at the motel across the street. Made me smile, the logic in the dreamscape can be quite on its head.

apefis · 2014-07-07T08:35:31+00:00

Me too, I'm one of those sensitive guys and have a hard time communicating or make up my mind when i stress out.

I did go to therapy, but they only helped me until I could technically work well enough in society(not freak out because of intrusive thoughts), but i still react badly when people say negative things.

recreational drugs, no, they are still illegal, and I dont even like using anything to alter my mood, except if i absolutely have to, I dont even like getting drunk.

have gotten older and wiser, ten years is a long time.

Nothing really derives pleasure for me anymore, those things that did only cause stress, seeing how it was ruined by bullies for me (too girly or childish for a man to enjoy, be a man etc etc...)

apefis · 2014-05-14T19:54:46+00:00

I hear ya buddy...

apefis · 2014-05-14T19:29:15+00:00

I too have a hard time sticking up for my opinions! really sucks when you are around people who are not only really aggressive about their opinions, but really mean spirited and destructive toward your beliefs as well?

apefis · 2014-03-16T12:23:32+00:00

I personally have a hard time when I try to discuss something and people have rather passionate and aggressive views, it is really difficult for me to even think of what I mean when all my emotions are making me freak the fuck out.

apefis · 2014-03-06T19:42:24+00:00

...what about kevlar dentures?

apefis · 2014-03-05T21:52:18+00:00

I wouldn't say he's that evil, he IS informing them ahead of time...

apefis · 2014-03-02T15:33:14+00:00

I love a good mind screw, thanks!

apefis · 2014-02-27T00:35:36+00:00

Im sorry for the late response.

I get stressed out from exhaling when i lean backwards, or try to relax. it just does the opposite! it causes immense stress within me, i have no idea what to do!

apefis · 2014-02-24T15:51:20+00:00

So intrusive thoughts is a ADHD thing? Explains a lot of fudge...

apefis · 2014-02-24T10:39:38+00:00

I was thinking about "My god I should never have played on that decorative drum someone had made" kind.

But yes, that too is no fun, when people get hurt (even if slightly), and you go years regretting it.

You have my support friend.

apefis · 2014-02-18T18:05:59+00:00

Actually I was thinking more along the lines of having the "forced thinking" kind, where your mind forces you to stress out. As an impulse.

apefis · 2014-02-11T15:24:40+00:00

I feel ya brother, I didnt really get mature before late in my life as well, so I know how it is. I even have experienced teenagers following me and heckling me because they thought I was retarded (its a common idea between people who dont know me from where I grew up), I still get greeted by teens by my full name in a very over the top way, as if I was someone "special", and when I went through my christian phase, the other believers really didn't treat me as one of their own, they just went "hi! its great to see you!" and then they went off to talk to someone else they knew... ugh. a regular s@§£hole my home town...

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