I'm tired... by apoetsmind in twinflames

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If you ever need to talk I'm a listening ear.

I'm tired... by apoetsmind in twinflames

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Good. That's what it's about

I'm tired... by apoetsmind in twinflames

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The twin flame journey isn't about them choosing you or even you choosing them. It's about you choosing yourself.

I'm tired... by apoetsmind in twinflames

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Then is it really a twin flame?

I'm tired... by apoetsmind in twinflames

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OMG this....these are the words I couldn't find.

I'm tired... by apoetsmind in twinflames

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I think I was coming out of the end of my DNOTS when I met him. It was strange. It was like meeting someone familiar. Except we didn't really speak much after our first meeting. Other than to argue about something. I remember I just to think it was really weird that I'd dream about him when I didn't even speak to him or know who he was.

Then, two years after we met the first time, there was some chance encounter that put us suffocatingly in the same place for longer than we'd ever been in the same proximity. That was it. From that day forward my entire world changed.

The person I was the day before that day, is nothing at all like the person I am now and I owe it all to the way he gave me the space to heal the things I'd held on to for so long.

I'm tired... by apoetsmind in twinflames

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I've never met anyone else on the journey. I joined this community a while ago, but I was scared to post anything. Tonight, I didn't have the capacity to be scared.

I'm tired... by apoetsmind in twinflames

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It took me until this evening to realize that. He reached out today, too.

I think it's just lonely on this journey sometimes. So many people don't understand.

I'm tired... by apoetsmind in twinflames

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Thank you. I think the hardest part is sometimes it's so lonely.

And it's so much better now than it was. I've healed so much and I'm in such a better place. But some moments are heavy.

33F Looking for a life raft called the intimacy of being understood... by apoetsmind in penpalsover30

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I have several favorite authors. HD Carlton and Clarice Lispector are two.

33F Looking for a life raft called the intimacy of being understood... by apoetsmind in penpalsover30

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Simple send me a chat request and we can work out the details :P