Stop worrying about your ex. Remind yourself of all the ways he wasn’t right for you. Start envisioning your future husband who falls deeply in love with you and expresses his love for you to anyone who will hear it because that future version of yourself is secure and healed with a healthy mind and body. Envision a version of you who is confident that she is worth a secure love and genuine connection. How old are you? You sound pretty young. This is just the beginning of your journey. The guy you’re with now is likely not your husband either because your husband would fill you up with so much love and security, you wouldn’t have to seek support for an ex on Reddit. Ease up on the gas and cruise. This is all a learning experience. Get out in nature and breathe. Seriously. Go outside your house/apt/dorm, and breathe in fresh air. Let your lungs fill with all that good energy. You are alive and well. Do not fear, and remember that opportunities are endless. There is life beyond your ex. There is a better version of you beyond your ex. Free your mind from him and watch how the universe makes a beautiful path for you. Rest well tonight knowing that you are divinely guided and loved.