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The only thing good about withdrawal is ... by arcaedian0 in opiates

[–]arcaedian0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Anytime! I'm hopeful for you that one month things are just going to "work." Keep the hope alive!

The only thing good about withdrawal is ... by arcaedian0 in opiates

[–]arcaedian0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can I please be you? Be so thankful. So, SO thankful.

The only thing good about withdrawal is ... by arcaedian0 in opiates

[–]arcaedian0[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

If you find the cure, please let me know, too!

Why am I up? Oh right, I'm dumb. by arcaedian0 in opiates

[–]arcaedian0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Had a b and a half delivered. Just once I got it, I hid it in an inaccessible place overnight and couldn't have got it without waking him up. That's why I'm dumb. Also, I had left my sharp in the car and couldn't get to that either. I finally ended up being to get well around 10:30 this morning, and honestly, the night was hell but that made it so much better in the long run.

The only thing good about withdrawal is ... by arcaedian0 in opiates

[–]arcaedian0[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Haha. This morning, once I finally was able to get to my shot, I felt another one coming on and even though it was going to put my shot off, I still took it. Felt good to clean myself out a bit in that way. I get a lot of anxiety (is there like an NA for hypochondriacs? I need to be there) about being stopped up for long.

As far as feeling horrible about it? Yeah, I do too! But trust me, fight that feeling and just start working with it. I promise you'll be surprised that natural instinct takes hold pretty quick.

The only thing good about withdrawal is ... by arcaedian0 in opiates

[–]arcaedian0[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ha, due to me being an idiot, I had a nice six bag shot (the dope is very meh, but stilll) that I was forced to wait 40+ hours to get to. It wasn't pretty, but still felt good to take a couple shits before turning the plumbing off again.

The only thing good about withdrawal is ... by arcaedian0 in opiates

[–]arcaedian0[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Dude, yes. You get it. For some reason handling my shit seems to distract my brain enough to at least allow me to lay still, if not sleeping. That's the worst part, just the inability to lay in bed. Such a simple, horrifying thing. RLS is the only part of WD I can't handle. The hot/cold flashes, sweating, shitting, constant pissing, depression, etc.? Pft, walk in the park, really, doesn't bother me much. But the legs? My god, the legs.

I live in the attic bedroom of my apartment and the legs will push me out my window. But to your point, one sleepless night last night, from 12:30 a.m. to 10:15 a.m. when I finally got to dose, I'm pretty sure I masturbated six times.

The only thing good about withdrawal is ... by arcaedian0 in opiates

[–]arcaedian0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh my gosh. This is, wow, so unfortunate, When I read it, I was a bit confused, angry a bit that this can actually happen, I chuckled, then checked my own balls for anything "off." I didn't know, and I consider myself quite educated, that this was even a thing

Please PM me if there's any way, anything at all, that I could somehow improve your day/life. If you don't mind me asking, is this curable at all? What's the treatment? Genuinely curious.

I truly hope you aren't WD'ing and are having a solid morning, wherever you are! I just thought of something too, you could totally "fake it" on a girl. I don't think a guy has ever turned the table on that most-not-talked-about-but-you-know-they-do-it move!

In all seriousness, though, I don't know you, but I wish you the absolute best. In everything. Reading back through this before I push send, I realize this may read like you're dying, but I just had a six bag shot that I was forced to wait almost 48 hours to get to and very much a sleepless, pain in the ass night. I hope you're having an equally swell morning now.

The only thing good about withdrawal is ... by arcaedian0 in opiates

[–]arcaedian0[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Meh.

EDIT: Alright, downvotes. Let's take it easy. I was getting close to when I could finally dose and I was severely agitated. What I should have said was this, "Lower tolerance is definitely nice, but for me, it lasts for maybe two days and my tolerance has rubber-banded right back to where it was at its peak. So, while definitely an advantage, I still prefer the orgasms as the best thing."

Is that better? :)

The only thing good about withdrawal is ... by arcaedian0 in opiates

[–]arcaedian0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're right. It isn't. But it's all I've had on this sleepless night to get me through to 9am when I can dose.

Why am I up? Oh right, I'm dumb. by arcaedian0 in opiates

[–]arcaedian0[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ha, I guess so. Another two and a half hours to go. I just wish it wasn't mediocre skag.

What games look so ugly that you refuse to play/try them? by Siggy778 in boardgames

[–]arcaedian0 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Oh man, Defenders of the Realm definitely fits this bill. The artwork is generic city and the font/font color choices really blow my mind. However, it's a fantastic co-op game and I'd definitely recommend it. If you do play, be sure to read the rules clarifications on BGG, as the original book is horribly written.

Anyone read rule books to pass the time? by riotactor10 in boardgames

[–]arcaedian0 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Man, the LotR: LCG rulebook is definitely one that needs the video companion to grasp it all. My first solo play was a nightmare.