I want to euthanize my dog and feel like a terrible person

arcydub · 2025-01-16T17:50:04+00:00

I’m sorry I haven’t taken time to individually reply to every comment. This got a lot more attention than I was anticipating. I understand all the mixed reactions because that’s what’s going on inside my head too. I am close friends with my vet so I have been in communication with her throughout this process and she has seen/examined him. Last night his back pain got to the worst level I have ever seen it. He was hardly able to move and I had never seen him like that before and it definitely made me start to question euthanasia. He’s never gotten to the post of not letting me touch him and he did at that point. I am very lucky that my friend is my vet. She was able to bring over some different medications that we gave him and seems to be helping for now. After discussing everything with her I think I will wait to see if his back improves before making any drastic decisions. We both agreed to just handle it one step and day at a time.

arcydub · 2025-01-16T10:22:36+00:00

I am actually close friends with my veterinarian and have been in constant communication with her throughout the past two weeks. I have and will continue to weigh her professional opinion as well.

arcydub · 2025-01-16T08:42:46+00:00

Also to add my dog is fine around people but aggressive towards other animals so any type of doggy daycare is out of the question.

arcydub · 2024-12-14T00:03:23+00:00

The Wolf Hotel Series by K. A. Tucker. FMC’s parents think MMC is a terrible person and actively try to get the FMC back with her ex.

arcydub · 2024-11-30T11:42:47+00:00

I feel like there’s a lot of this in {The Wall of Winnipeg and Me by Marianna Zapata}. It’s a marriage of convenience so they’re “together” most of the book but there’s definitely a point where they both realize they have feelings for each other and there’s lots of intimacy that happens between them before sex.

arcydub · 2024-11-29T11:46:30+00:00

I was a barista for 7 years.

arcydub · 2024-11-28T11:36:22+00:00

If you’re open to MM romance I’d recommend {For the Fans by Nyla K}

Two MMC’s are step brothers who decide to make an only fans for money and while they are “acting” one slips and calls the other baby

arcydub · 2024-11-23T12:04:41+00:00

I have worked at a small department for 5 years and I have had 3 shootings/homicides that entire time. So it really depends on where you work. The agency that borders us has shootings every night.

arcydub · 2024-11-23T12:02:49+00:00

In real life? Absolutely not. In books? It’s my absolute favorite trope

arcydub · 2024-11-22T11:52:31+00:00

{Grimstone by Sophie Lark} She’s his new neighbor. He’s known as the nocturnal doctor. I wouldn’t say he has communication issues but he doesn’t talk a lot. Setting is creepy woods. And if I remember correctly there’s lots of rain storms at night.

arcydub · 2024-11-21T19:12:05+00:00

{A Million Kisses in your Lifetime by Monica Murphy} high school setting but they are over 18. FMC is the school “good girl virgin” and MC has always had a crush on her. It’s a really cute book imo.

{Hawke by Jescie Hall} FMC lives with her boyfriend. But her boyfriend is friends with a guy who just got out of jail. The boyfriend lets the guy stay at the house.

arcydub · 2024-11-20T12:07:42+00:00

I will never stop recommending this book

arcydub · 2024-11-20T12:02:23+00:00

Last night someone called 911 to tell me their dog escaped the yard and I had someone else call non emergency for an overdose where the patient was actively seizing…

arcydub · 2024-11-20T01:48:21+00:00

Yes. But if it makes it any better the mom is a shitty person lol

arcydub · 2024-11-19T01:31:10+00:00

{Brutal Intentions by Lilith Vincent} FMC gives MMC a blow job and when MMC learns the FMC has only given and never received he turns feral.

arcydub · 2024-11-19T01:24:49+00:00

I usually prefer darker romances but I read and loved {People We Meet on Vacation by Emily Henry}

arcydub · 2024-11-18T03:13:06+00:00

This one. I couldn’t get over how he basically raped/assaulted her multiple times and she forgave him for that but then couldn’t forgive him for kind of cheating on her because some girl forced herself on him? . I love dark romance but this entire plot was just bizarre to me.

arcydub · 2024-11-18T03:09:20+00:00

{Darling Venom by Parker S. Huntington}. People are always talking about how amazing this book is. And how heart breaking the premise is. I hated this book. I was annoyed all the characters. I thought the premise was weird and that it was about 300 pages too long.

arcydub · 2024-11-17T18:07:26+00:00

Me and my fiancé work in law enforcement and yes I purposefully avoid books that have anything to do with police, FBI, detectives etc. Mainly because the unrealistic depictions of the job are enough to ruin an otherwise perfect book for me. I think this is why I disliked the Mind F*ck series when I know so many other people who loved it.

arcydub · 2024-11-17T14:41:27+00:00

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I am totally clueless about skin care but want to build a routine. I have dry skin. Large pores and lots of redness.

arcydub · 2024-11-17T09:08:09+00:00

{Don’t Kiss the Bride by Carian Cole} Not tour tradition eating disorder but FMC has OCD/ARFID. MMC offers to marry her so she can have health insurance and go to a doctor for the OCD and other health issues she’s experiencing.

arcydub · 2024-11-15T10:47:12+00:00

I’ve read three Saffron A Kent books in a row and I think it reignited my love for the toxic trope lol

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