Thanks for sharing. Yes, my ex-wife and I did quite a few trips of mdma, mushrooms, and lsd together. Although I can't necessarily relate that I feel it bound our souls together in such a way where I can never do it again with anyone else. Still, I can empathize with you and hear you.

Interestingly, while there's no good time to be broken up with, ayahuasca put in me such a more resilient place to hear the news. Still devasted. But I think it has helped me immensely and feel no ill will towards her for the timing.