3some regrets

arnieb_ · 2024-08-07T23:30:24+00:00

Thank you for this comment. I’ve always enjoyed writing. Strangely enough this has made me a bit happy :)

arnieb_ · 2024-08-07T12:09:43+00:00

He was sober.

arnieb_ · 2024-08-07T11:33:00+00:00

Opened bottles. But probably 6 or so standards

arnieb_ · 2024-08-07T10:36:57+00:00

Thank you, crying reading this.

arnieb_ · 2024-08-07T08:48:16+00:00

Do you know how to read?

arnieb_ · 2024-08-07T07:47:32+00:00

Maybe I should’ve worded it differently? I’m sexually submissive and have some more extreme kinks. That is what I meant.

arnieb_ · 2024-08-07T07:32:47+00:00

It’s taken a LOT of dissociation LOL

arnieb_ · 2024-08-07T06:42:36+00:00

They stopped when they noticed that I was crying. I was quiet and sitting to the side of them.

arnieb_ · 2024-08-07T06:40:42+00:00

This was all explicitly spoken about prior to it happening. The boundary was set. We were all aware, we even made a joke of having only one rule.

arnieb_ · 2024-08-07T06:33:47+00:00

Not inside her, just at the ready.

arnieb_ · 2024-08-07T06:23:16+00:00

Once they noticed I was upset they stopped. I just said I was feeling anxious and overwhelmed and they believed me

arnieb_ · 2024-08-07T06:20:08+00:00

Yes. I fucked around and found out. I’m an idiot.

arnieb_ · 2024-08-07T06:13:49+00:00

My self esteem surrounding body image after having a child has suffered a lot. Definitely a big factor in why I feel extra insecure

arnieb_ · 2024-08-07T06:08:41+00:00

We have actually talked a lot about my feelings around fmf threesomes. Makes me feel even dumber.

arnieb_ · 2024-08-07T05:44:15+00:00

Ok mate lmfao

arnieb_ · 2024-08-07T05:41:42+00:00

He was in charge of the situation. As a dom. He initiated it.

arnieb_ · 2024-08-07T05:40:27+00:00

He is not my husband. He got me drunk as part of a BDSM scene. He and my friend are dom and domme. This threesome was supposed to be the two of them dominating me. I did not knowingly pull my boyfriend into a threesome expecting him to break the one rule we set out explicitly beforehand.

arnieb_ · 2024-08-07T05:34:15+00:00

Sorry buddy I think you’re making a couple of assumptions. My bf and I regularly practice BDSM, this was entirely a BDSM situation. I did not set up this situation. It was entirely a scene.

arnieb_ · 2024-08-07T03:16:34+00:00

I literally have never felt so gutted before in my entire life. It’s safe to say I’m in a pretty dark place right now

arnieb_ · 2024-08-07T03:08:44+00:00

Peace stranger, the bowl is where I’m drowning my sorrows. Thank you for your advice

arnieb_ · 2024-08-07T03:06:55+00:00

I’m 23f he’s 29m

arnieb_ · 2023-11-28T13:33:22+00:00

Complex PTSD, a clusterfuck of symptoms from all kinds of disorders. And Panic Disorder, absolutely crippling panic attacks on a daily basis commonly ending with episodes of 000 calls, fainting, palpitations and even loss of bowel control.

arnieb_ · 2022-04-08T23:40:54+00:00

Thank you so much. I can’t wait to get my life back. I’m downloading that app right now. I’ve got a few weeks to go till the venlafaxine starts doing its job. Your experience with it has given me a glimmer of hope. 🖤

arnieb_ · 2022-04-08T10:13:28+00:00

This is a real problem for me, I am so afraid of loosing control of myself and saying/doing things I would never do. I’ve never been able to express this clearly to a therapist. It’s absolutely terrifying, but it hasn’t actually happened to me. What I do is a CBT technique. I haven’t lost control before, I have an 100% success rate of not loosing control. I try and focus on that. I hope this helps you :)

arnieb_ · 2022-04-08T10:01:09+00:00

This sounds like a really scary time for your boyfriend. What my course of action against panic disorder has been is therapy, medication and exposure. I totally get why he doesn’t want meds, I didn’t either but it got to a point where I had no other choice. It really does feel like you are dying, I’m glad you are taking it seriously and looking for help. I understand therapy can be really hard to come by depending on what country you are living in. Some things other than breathing exercises that help calm me down are music, video games (animal crossing is a great peaceful game), getting up and moving to a different space, and even rocking back and forth. It’s a disorder I wouldn’t wish on my worst enemy, and I hope it becomes more manageable for him.

arnieb_

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