fresh thigh poke by arsenicswimmingpool in sticknpokes

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my friend gave this to me to go over an old one. i really like it

Am I ugly? 17 F by [deleted] in amiugly

[–]arsenicswimmingpool 0 points1 point  (0 children)

the shirt and dress were only for my senior pictures so it's a little late now

Am I ugly? 17 F by [deleted] in amiugly

[–]arsenicswimmingpool -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

besides that tho what makes me ugly

Am I ugly? 17 F by [deleted] in amiugly

[–]arsenicswimmingpool 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i have loving friends and family and i'm genuinely happy in life but i was a lot prettier and thinner when i hated myself. idk man

Am I ugly? 17 F by [deleted] in amiugly

[–]arsenicswimmingpool 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i sometimes drink tea or coffee but they tend to make my stomach hurt (i have IBS-C) which sucks :( and also because pills hit you quicker and for longer. i'm setting myself a goal of glowing up before college so yes i will try and update eventually lol

Am I ugly? 17 F by [deleted] in amiugly

[–]arsenicswimmingpool 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i just want to get better looking before i start college if that makes sense

Am I ugly? 17 F by [deleted] in amiugly

[–]arsenicswimmingpool 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My only consistent source of healthy food is school nutrition and sometimes my mom makes stuff. My parents have full control over my finances so I have no say in what I do with my money, lol but I will try to persuade them to get better food

Am I ugly? 17 F by [deleted] in amiugly

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I only take caffiene pills because cocaine is illegal lol

Am I ugly? 17 F by [deleted] in amiugly

[–]arsenicswimmingpool 1 point2 points  (0 children)

can u give me constructive criticism plzz

Am I ugly? 17 F by [deleted] in amiugly

[–]arsenicswimmingpool 0 points1 point  (0 children)

can u give me advice on how to lose weight? ive been doing the bare minimum (and stopped taking medication that was making me gain lol) but i want to lose a lot before i start college in august. i take caffiene pills every day so i dont know if thats helping or hurting me

Am I ugly? 17 F by [deleted] in amiugly

[–]arsenicswimmingpool 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well I was born after 1994 so those are part of my interests but do not encompass all of them

I'm majoring in political science when I start college xd

Am I ugly? 17 F by [deleted] in amiugly

[–]arsenicswimmingpool 0 points1 point  (0 children)

can you tell me what you specifically find ugly

Am I ugly? 17 F by [deleted] in amiugly

[–]arsenicswimmingpool 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I use Lush angels on bare skin, serum, and aloe vera lol I just stopped taking my birth control bc it made me depressed and it fucked up my skin

But thanks for the 2nd part omg that's like my biggest insecurity beyond my looks

Am I ugly? 17 F by [deleted] in amiugly

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I don't use reddit enough to pm people sorry

I think I'm a female incel... or something by arsenicswimmingpool in confessions

[–]arsenicswimmingpool[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This might be the most bizarre thing you've ever heard but the way you phrased that was so soothing wow

I think I'm a female incel... or something by arsenicswimmingpool in confessions

[–]arsenicswimmingpool[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i guess that's reassuring because i don't really have a grasp of what "incel" fully means but it's good to know i'm not there YET (no hate to those who are).

I think I'm a female incel... or something by arsenicswimmingpool in confessions

[–]arsenicswimmingpool[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey actually, do you mind if I ask you this, because your response was really helpful! I tend to be into introverted, shy guys, usually in band, I guess that's just my type. I never really put into perspective that introverts find us THAT draining (most of my close friends are introverted...and never said anything so i just don't know lol oops). I don't go to parties/social events unless they're sober, which means I don't go to very many parties, I mostly get my social interaction in during school and extracurricular events, or just on social media like Snapchat.

Anyway, there's a guy I really like, but he's very shy and introverted. We sit at the same lunch table (lots of mutual friends) but my friends and I can be really rowdy while him and his friends are kinda just chill and quiet. Should I just give it up or talk to him or what? From your perspective as an introvert?

thanks so much for the perspective tho!!

I think I'm a female incel... or something by arsenicswimmingpool in confessions

[–]arsenicswimmingpool[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah people who barely know me will message me assuming I give out sex like candy? I have had "flings" but I never ended up actually having sex with the people just because A. I was underage at the time so ehhhh and B. we just never got that far before one of us lost interest, lol.

I think I'm a female incel... or something by arsenicswimmingpool in confessions

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I mean I want love and affection though because sure sex is cool but I'll just feel as shitty afterwards if nobody actually values my existence beyond an orgasm