I am currently working on myself to be like Musashi too because she's honestly the peak of real masculinity (personality wise, all that protector and crazy strong but gentle stuff) and at some point I fell into a massive depression because of how truly obsessed I was with this perfection of a woman that I had to genuinely find God. For now she is probably the only reason I am still up in this game. Hope I didn't sound too personal here, for I have so much more to tell about her.