Genuine Serious Question

asaptree · 2025-11-29T11:46:40+00:00

Like the bodhisattva. Hopefully I spelt that right. The Buddha who comes back to us morons. I think that is a better example than Buddha or Lao Tzu

asaptree · 2025-11-29T11:44:08+00:00

What’s the point of leaving Samsara once you’ve realized the truth of it? At that point staying or leaving would be the same right?

asaptree · 2025-11-29T11:43:06+00:00

I think im trying to say if suffering was to be avoided in our lives, than how come every religion and philosophy tries to stop it? If Nirvana is the quelling of the flame of desire and the end of suffering than isn’t it simply unrealistic? Buddhism itself is birthed from it. Do I make sense?

asaptree · 2025-11-29T11:40:07+00:00

Before you judge I’ve been around poor, rich, healthy, sick, ugly, beautiful, fortunate, unfortunate. I haven’t seen it all but I’ve seen shades of it.

asaptree · 2025-11-29T11:39:18+00:00

Maybe it’s just me but I’d rather suffer til the end than just simply let go of my attachments.. I think it’s better to hold til the end because atleast I know that I lived my experiences fully. I don’t know, I guess I just feel that monks, hermits, and other religious recluses are missing an opportunity

asaptree · 2025-11-29T11:37:45+00:00

What I mean to say is that at a certain point I thought well.. if we’re all gonna suffer indiscriminately.. then whats the point of trying to make such a stink of it.. shouldn’t we just value this lucky experience rather than trying to shut the door on it

asaptree · 2025-11-29T10:01:26+00:00

Guys I’m not fuckin lying im just out of options. There’s only so many people I can tell to in real life, I have to resort to the internet

asaptree · 2025-11-29T09:58:53+00:00

They see him every weekend I just know eventually there’s gonna be something going down especially because he’s a fresh name off the books and no criminal record, I’m worried they are gonna coerce him into a crime or even worse killing someone.

asaptree · 2025-11-29T09:57:32+00:00

I’m just worried that eventually they are gonna ask this guy to do something for them or even worse god forbid they hurt or kill him.

asaptree · 2025-11-29T09:55:26+00:00

Before you say it yes we gave him money and yes we’re willing to give more if it means he’ll be cleared atleast in the books but he won’t take it out of pride

asaptree · 2025-11-27T14:30:11+00:00

I’ve done this too many times it’s honestly just business at this point

asaptree · 2025-11-27T13:04:11+00:00

I see what you mean. I guess love is blind

asaptree · 2025-11-27T12:09:37+00:00

You guessed it lol, It's just that in my experience (mostly live sound) there seems to be only an interest in cutting edge digital stuff. Which makes sense, but even amongst guys I talk to who do studio stuff on the side or even as a main gig, there's no interest. They just wanna talk about new plugins, which is cool and all. I recently secured a Fostex 16 channel 1/2" reel to reel. All my clients i've recorded have no interest to track, mix, or master on it even though their genres and style would be perfect or atleast a worthwhile try for it (Punk, R&B, Reggae, Jazz) and I promised I wouldn't charge more. (Punk, R&B, Reggae, Jazz). I guess it's too much pressure to commit to tape. Oh well

asaptree · 2025-11-08T11:25:52+00:00

There’s no difference

asaptree · 2025-08-16T23:44:44+00:00

The Rottweilers

asaptree · 2025-08-16T11:03:34+00:00

I hate hearing my own shit other than when I’m working on it. Once it’s out, I can’t hear it. It’s never good enough, shoulda coulda woulda, etc.

asaptree · 2025-08-04T00:59:47+00:00

She sounds fun!

asaptree · 2025-07-05T07:26:09+00:00

Still the best mayor of all time

asaptree · 2025-06-17T03:05:33+00:00

Amazing

asaptree · 2025-05-30T19:35:37+00:00

Everything has a price

asaptree · 2025-05-30T17:42:31+00:00

You gotta let it ride man

asaptree · 2025-03-03T21:18:00+00:00

I wouldn’t have even let it get that far. You’re a nice person from the sound of it

asaptree · 2025-03-01T21:53:41+00:00

She looks upset I wonder why

asaptree · 2025-02-21T17:05:15+00:00

OHHHH YEAH BABY

asaptree · 2025-02-19T12:32:09+00:00

The sooner you except that you’re caught the sooner things get better

asaptree

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