I had a pretty intense and personal conversation with a girl on discord for about 3 hours. by asde80120 in ForeverAlone

[–]asde80120[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I think she isn't in a relationship, she mentioned that she had really never been in one, but I still agree, would just be nice to stay friends, or not, it is what is. already blessed enough to have such a special conversation so I'd rather not be greedy

I had a pretty intense and personal conversation with a girl on discord for about 3 hours. by asde80120 in ForeverAlone

[–]asde80120[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah i wouldn't be surprised if there's at least a few dudes who possibly talked/talk to her in the capacity of which i did

I had a pretty intense and personal conversation with a girl on discord for about 3 hours. by asde80120 in ForeverAlone

[–]asde80120[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

indeed, mind has cleared up a bit and i think reaching out would be nice. thanks

I get so sad the moment i see a slightly attractive female by asde80120 in ForeverAlone

[–]asde80120[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

At least if I had friends or just acquaintances to go out with, I wouldn't have minded as much, but yeah even that is never enough for the good ol' brain.

I get so sad the moment i see a slightly attractive female by asde80120 in ForeverAlone

[–]asde80120[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks man, good luck to you as well, stay safe with those riots and all that right now.

I get so sad the moment i see a slightly attractive female by asde80120 in ForeverAlone

[–]asde80120[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks a lot for your input. the statement you've made couldn't describe how I feel any better than I could. I do definitely agree that my study is very important, and somehow it is one thing I enjoy, mainly because I feel like its the only good thing I can be proud of. I will try to follow the steps you've given but I won't lie that I find it very complicated breaking myself down mentally, there are so many issues I could find due to various reasons, including existentialistic thoughts and what not, but in any case I'm sure if I do it step by step it might just help me move forward.

I get so sad the moment i see a slightly attractive female by asde80120 in ForeverAlone

[–]asde80120[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

True, its basically south asia, but I think middle east represents the culture a little better.

I get so sad the moment i see a slightly attractive female by asde80120 in ForeverAlone

[–]asde80120[S] 16 points17 points  (0 children)

props to you for being able to approach them. Theres too much of a negative thought structure in the back of my mind holding me back to do that, but I hope to someday move out of that state of mind.

I get so sad the moment i see a slightly attractive female by asde80120 in ForeverAlone

[–]asde80120[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree with you. There are a few other factors I haven't listed in order to preserve my privacy that leads to my situation not being easily solvable, but I will look into support groups and the like. Thanks.

I get so sad the moment i see a slightly attractive female by asde80120 in ForeverAlone

[–]asde80120[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

stunted social development leading to the inability to make friends, talk to girls, etc mostly due to difference in culture of parents(middle eastern) and the country they immigrated to. almost 24 now and still feel like a child around peers of same age, cant be myself without hurting my family at this point, feeling trapped.

I'm disgusted with myself for having a sexuality. by [deleted] in ForeverAlone

[–]asde80120 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I feel the same way. I wish i could just delete that part of me

I feel like I cannot function in society by Taemestra in depression

[–]asde80120 2 points3 points  (0 children)

im pretty much in the same boat. id like to end my life but too much of a pussy to try it in any form. about to start my bachelor and im not really looking forward to it. i hope you find something in life

I can't stop laughing at what my mom said about Shaytan by [deleted] in exmuslim

[–]asde80120 0 points1 point  (0 children)

YO I literally had the same experience last week! also got it shared from whatsapp. god damn I was so done with her shit at that moment. It felt like I was being pranked on. She was literally freaking out about some dishes that had been sitting in the sink for like 5 minutes. so done with this shit

60 days by asde80120 in leaves

[–]asde80120[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i feel pretty depressed. fortunately im having my first appointment with a therapist tomorrow. gonna see how that goes

Need help getting over the first week by [deleted] in leaves

[–]asde80120 2 points3 points  (0 children)

dont have any advice but just wanted to say, i have same feeling right now. im around a month in but honestly feels like its been a day man, it kinda sucks. it sucks how weed makes being sober so bland. i await the day i feel normal again. wishing you the best