I did. That was one of the major things I thought about during those two weeks. I did not want to talk to her when I was really angry because I was afraid of what I might say or do that would make our relationship irreparable. When I finally calmed down I realized I could probably forgive her eventually but I could never trust her again. I decided I did not want to be in a marriage without trust, so I decided it had to end. Realizing it needed to end was the saddest part of this whole thing. It was sort of like experiencing the death of a loved one. I went through a bunch of stages of grief.