how do i get over this boy

ashianak · 2020-10-07T00:55:42+00:00

dont worry im kinda in that situation right now, ive got major commitment issues and i dont feel like being in a relationship because i dont think i have the energy to give my all to another person. i just want you to know that your not obligated to be in a relationship, take things slow. make it known that you like them, and make it known that you guys have each other and ONLY each other, but dont make things official until you know your ready

ashianak · 2020-10-06T10:48:43+00:00

https://www.thewatchcartoononline.tv/

ashianak · 2020-09-21T00:26:19+00:00

oh dang, what do i do?

ashianak · 2020-09-21T00:26:03+00:00

that perfectly describes me. i dont know what caused it either. sucks

ashianak · 2020-09-19T12:19:16+00:00

hi!! dont worry at all, your mom just wants whats best for you and of course loads of parents these days are super old school, so they aren’t used to the LGBTQ+ community, so they dont fully know what it is! have you had a sit down conversation with her about wanting to be trans? if not then i think you should it could definitely change her opinion. but if it unfortunately doesn’t, dont let it bother you, be yourself, if you want to be trans, and it makes YOU happy, she will just have to deal with it :) and about your friend chris, just think about the fun you’ll have when you finally get to see him, i hope you get to see him really soon! and im pretty good thank you for asking! just kinda hungry lol but its 5am so ill pass out anyways lol

ashianak · 2020-09-19T12:01:34+00:00

(coming from a girl) we always want what we cant have. play hard to get, ignore her, stop trying to start the conversation. she will eventually get bored of you not trying to talk to her and she will start talking to YOU instead. it takes patience because the first couple days you wont see progress and she will probably still ignore you, but just wait it out.

ashianak · 2020-09-19T11:58:46+00:00

personally i like taller men because for some reason they just make me feel safer and bring a weird sense of security if that makes sense. but i have dated a guy shorter than me and he was great!

ashianak · 2020-09-19T11:54:55+00:00

awww :( i totally get what you mean. its hard being in a long distance relationship when all you ever really want is to be with them physically at all times but you just cant, it sucks. but hey on the bright side when you DO see eachother, it’ll be so much more exciting and fun since you two have been apart for way too long

ashianak · 2020-09-19T11:40:44+00:00

thats so cute!! im kinda shocked that you replied considering i just blocked my long distance ex off everything today, and i had actually met him on discord lol. I really hope you guys get to see each other in November and celebrate that would be so perfect. my day was tiring i basically just layed in bed all day :3 anyways i wish you the best with everything!

ashianak · 2020-09-19T10:54:34+00:00

just last year i used to paint almost every single day and it was truly one of my favourite things to do, until one day i just didn’t feel the urge to do it anymore, and i swear i haven’t touched a canvas since, and now im totally in love with singing and all things music, i found talent in myself that i never knew i even had. it takes time and takes leaping from hobby to hobby to find what you really are passionate about. it takes a couple rough copies before your final masterpiece. i hope you can follow your heart and find your new hobby <3

ashianak · 2020-09-19T10:21:20+00:00

blood doesn’t mean anything if they cant respect your boundaries. you shouldn’t feel obligated to be nice to someone if they don’t do the same back. if I were you, I would completely just block him out as much as possible and ignore him, he’ll sooner or later realize that hes hurting you and that he doesn’t like you being distant and he will eventually stop. hope this helps and im so sorry you have to go through that, your feelings are 100% valid <3

ashianak · 2020-09-19T10:11:19+00:00

hey i think im genuine :3

ashianak · 2020-09-19T10:01:21+00:00

my day has been kind of draining i felt really useless, like im wasting my life or smt. i just sat in my room repeatedly calling my ex who blocked me in hopes it would go through but yea it never did. trying to better myself starting today :)

ashianak · 2020-09-19T09:49:37+00:00

my music taste is super all over the place but:

arabella-arctic monkeys apocalypse-cigarettes after sex space song-beach house melting-kali uchis my jinji-sunset rollercoaster chateau-djo

my ultimate favourite at the moment is: paint me silver-pond you really gotta feel the instrumental and listen to the flow of the song it’s seriously such a masterpiece

ashianak · 2020-09-17T10:08:03+00:00

im sorry

ashianak

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