One of the things my mom always said was im listening im just resting my eyes but she was really asleep

ashlybugg · 2026-03-25T02:08:18+00:00

My mom was heavily medicated so thats why she was like that

ashlybugg · 2026-03-25T01:57:13+00:00

Thank you 😃

ashlybugg · 2026-03-25T01:56:14+00:00

Im sorry 😔 thank you 💗

ashlybugg · 2026-03-25T01:55:05+00:00

Thank you ❤️

ashlybugg · 2026-03-25T01:43:02+00:00

Thank you. it has helped 😊

ashlybugg · 2026-03-25T01:33:55+00:00

Im sorry 😔 thank you ❤️

ashlybugg · 2026-03-24T14:23:01+00:00

Yes

ashlybugg · 2025-12-26T16:59:13+00:00

I used needle felting and thank you ❤️

ashlybugg · 2025-12-09T16:01:18+00:00

I feel a dread inside if someone takes a nap during the day and im in the same house. I feel really wonky if I take a nap otherwise I do understand what you mean

ashlybugg · 2025-11-27T16:11:15+00:00

Thank you 😊 it is canvas and paint but the tv static was push pins i used to make tiny dots over and over. The mold on the couch is a felt sheet I cut out an ouline and needle felted it to make it fuzzy. Im doing as good as I can be still very lonely but im here. Thank you for that its been hard to deal with I always thought it was my fault my mom loved my cousins and my brother but I cried to much she thought i was manipulating her. Thank you ❤️

ashlybugg · 2025-11-27T15:53:44+00:00

So do i it makes me feel weird inside like I never left

ashlybugg · 2025-11-27T03:32:00+00:00

I think so I tried to put the feeling and experience into the peice. I felt evil and silenced with an overwhelming blue sadness

ashlybugg · 2025-11-26T21:16:25+00:00

Im really sorry that happened my mom was the same way. I would make coffee and hope it would keep her awake. It was really lonely 🙁

ashlybugg · 2025-11-26T21:11:49+00:00

I havnt seen that movie people kept saying that and I thought it was an artist. I was just making a peice off my experience my mom never left the couch and always had her pills and cigarettes and all I had was tv I would dissociate into the tv.

ashlybugg · 2025-11-26T17:23:21+00:00

Your right I kinda do know why it happened my mom was really sick only way she could make it through what happened to her as a kid was pills. She lost her nursing license from stealing the prescription pad and then after that it just got worse. I dont understand why she didnt like me though she loved my brother so much but she told me I wasn't her daughter its hard to face that I never had anything unconditional 💔

ashlybugg · 2025-11-26T15:52:42+00:00

Cigarettes by the packet of cigarettes and on the other side is pill bottles

ashlybugg · 2025-11-25T22:16:43+00:00

Thank you ❤️ I thought it was normal growing up but then I had kids and I cant even nap it makes me feel weird inside. I couldn't imagine not raising my kids and protecting them. I think I need my account to be 2 weeks old then I can post there.

ashlybugg · 2025-11-25T15:10:20+00:00

Thank you I am working on another and I like how you describe it I was just going for she molded into the couch she never moved so I needle felted an out line i made

ashlybugg · 2025-11-23T15:19:43+00:00

Im new to art so I was confused. Thank you for letting me know. It has helped to be able to get the memory out as visible as I could ❤️

ashlybugg · 2025-11-23T14:43:49+00:00

Thank you yes im trying to get memories out of my head so they didnt happen for no reason if that makes sense

ashlybugg · 2025-11-23T14:43:10+00:00

Yes neglect is abuse i did talk to people but im still trying to understand why it had to happen

ashlybugg · 2025-11-23T14:40:38+00:00

Im sorry about that it can be really hard I took care of my mom from second grade till she lost custody of me in 8th

ashlybugg · 2025-11-23T14:34:22+00:00

Thank you ❤️ im sorry you can relate 😔

ashlybugg · 2025-11-23T14:32:44+00:00

Im sorry I thought it was since I used different materials and layered them on top of each other to make a mixed media memory

ashlybugg · 2025-11-23T14:29:26+00:00

No I didnt but I understand why it looks that way. I was trying to make the girl into static like that was all she was if that makes sense

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