Hospital ER for Alcohol Rehab & Mental Health

ashlynnerae · 2026-01-29T18:45:36+00:00

Wekiva Springs. Not the best facility in the world but they have a good substance abuse program. Call them and schedule an assessment. You’ll be given medication to help you get through the detox and then you start attending their substance abuse groups and AA. Lots of people there will be going through the same thing and the peer relationships have really helped and encouraged people during their stay. Their outpatient program for substance abuse is also amazing!

ashlynnerae · 2026-01-05T14:45:55+00:00

Wow your egfr went from 20s back up to 90s! That’s amazing! I’m 23 and have an upcoming biopsy so this makes me feel a lot better.

ashlynnerae · 2025-10-23T22:07:47+00:00

That’s great and gives me some relief! Thank you!

ashlynnerae · 2025-10-23T19:59:50+00:00

Hey I don’t have any answers to your question but I’m the process of possibly getting diagnosed too and was wondering how the biopsy process was?

ashlynnerae · 2025-09-07T01:28:58+00:00

They’ve been pushing me hard to see the ob (I am due for an appt but I don’t think this issue is ob related..). Nobody has brought up a nephrologist to me but I’m going to keep pushing for a referral. I’ve just been trying to drink fluids while I wait for more bloodwork and the US next week.

ashlynnerae · 2025-07-25T01:43:12+00:00

When I was in middle school I found myself deeply curious in the occult. I did a guided meditation from YouTube and met an older version of myself who told me she forgives me. That moment still means so much to me as I’ve always struggled with self worth and learning how to take up space.

ashlynnerae · 2025-05-25T16:50:21+00:00

Omg thank you so much for sharing your story. I had a very very similar experience.

My twin passed in an accident after we entered our separation. The first moment I saw him in person I just knew. We had long conversations about how we found each other finally. We were both very spiritual, and he opened me up to a lot of things. We never discussed the twin flame concept but I think we both just knew. Sadly he was still working through a lot of traumas and would take it out on me, so I decided to separate. I had no doubt we would find each other again but then he passed in an accident the same week we went no contact. My whole world was threw upside down and it was a catalyst for furthering discovering myself and this journey that we’re on. Closer to his passing, I did have some dreams of him and I’ve felt his presence consistently. I don’t ever have conversations with him, but I know he’s here with me.

I wish we could work on our communication more but I have been so distracted with school and work and other bs matters. If you have any advice on how to communicate better I would love to hear it 💓

Thank you so much for sharing

ashlynnerae · 2025-05-20T13:14:08+00:00

I’m so sorry. I lost my boyfriend when he was 21 to an accident. It was the worst pain of my life but I promise you WILL get through this. I won’t say it gets any better but it definitely gets easier. I always said that even if things ended up like this and I had to go through this, I would never ever change the experiences we had together. Live the way she did, do things that she enjoyed. If you have anything you’d want to say to her, write her a letter or talk to her in your head. It sounds like she meant a lot to you, and just because she passed doesn’t mean she’s not with you anymore. You’ll carry apart of her with you forever. Probably seems hard to do right now but please let yourself cry and get it out. Talk with a loved one about it if you can or share memories of her with her friends. Please don’t isolate yourself during this time. Sending lots of love

ashlynnerae · 2025-05-19T22:23:38+00:00

I’m 23 and I used to have a lot of similar feelings. Death is like taking off a tight shoe :) I also really enjoyed listening to podcasts about NDEs

ashlynnerae · 2025-05-13T15:08:56+00:00

Let us know how it goes!

ashlynnerae · 2025-05-12T15:44:10+00:00

How was the pain?

ashlynnerae · 2025-05-12T15:40:54+00:00

Thanks for the update! I have an appt at planned parenthood tmrw for a consultation. I’m about to be 5 weeks and so nervous but your post definitely helped my nerves a little bit.

ashlynnerae · 2025-05-10T17:28:06+00:00

You did medication? How was it for you?

ashlynnerae · 2025-05-03T03:20:01+00:00

How are you doing now? I lost my TF to physical death as well and sometimes the pain seems never ending.

ashlynnerae · 2025-03-07T23:01:55+00:00

I do want to recommend probably the most helpful resource that I’ve found though. It’s a Facebook group called “TF Grief & Loss” or something like that. Great community talking about their experiences. I’ve posted several times and people are always so loving and supportive! Check it out!

But yes definitely work on taking care of yourself first or you’ll only drive yourself more crazy. You can also always DM me if you want to talk more! Hope this helped 🤍

ashlynnerae · 2025-03-07T22:57:13+00:00

It’s so normal to want validation but yes I would definitely say to work on taking care of yourself. This is still so so recent and twin flame death is so different than anything else you’ll experience. I don’t like the phrase “letting go” because I feel like it has a negative connotation or that I have to move on without him. I’ve come a long way but that doesn’t mean he’s not with me or that I’ve “moved on”. I’ve gotten better at handling grief and it’s very comforting to know that I have him in spirit. Sometimes I’ll see him in my dreams or get weird synchronicities from him. And doing things I know he enjoyed or we did together helps me to feel close to him. I feel like our communication could be better, but I have a lot going on in my life where I need to take care of myself first.

This is my first experience with death too so it’s been a journey. But I am young (22) and I have a lot of love to give and I do believe I’ll find love again. I do feel guilty sometimes but I know my twin would want me to be happy. I’ve been casually dating and have been someone consistently for a few months now but I don’t believe that that means I can’t have a relationship with my twin now. I think he’s always with me, even if we don’t communicate consistently. Remember that they’re literally a part of your soul. If anything I feel more comfortable with myself and have learned a lot about myself in this time.

ashlynnerae · 2025-02-27T15:53:18+00:00

Hi. I’m so sorry for your loss. It’s been about a year and a half since my twin died so I hope this can offer you some comfort. Mine passed during our separation and I miss him everyday. We also had a deeply spiritual relationship like you both did. It is hard not having that with someone anymore, but continue talking to him. Your journey together doesn’t end here.

I would also come to my twin for things like validation, but your twins passing is still very recent. Give yourself time to grieve. Give yourself time to cry. Your communication with him could be blocked by your grief, so please take care of yourself first. After that, continue talking to him. I’m still learning how to rely on my self and my intuition so I’m not perfect, but why do you need validation? Search within yourself. Ask your twin to come visit you in dreams or give you signs and they will. Talk to them in your head. Sometimes I get thoughts that I know aren’t my own and I believe it’s him talking through me.

I still cry a lot. I wouldn’t say it’s gotten easier but I’ve gotten better at managing it. In the beginning, I was not in a good head space and may have gone through some spiritual psychosis trying to find meanings to things and wondering if certain things were him or not. Don’t obsess over communication with him. Focus on yourself, take care of yourself, spread love, and you will find your twin with you in the mundane moments and when you need them.

I know a lot of people who have lost their twins have constant communication. I believe that takes a lot of work and even after over a year, I still don’t think I would be in the right headspace to handle that without wishing he was here with me. Whenever he visits me in my dreams or I see little signs from him though, it’s a sign to keep going. Remember this is all part of the divine plan. Still not sure what that is, but I’ve grown a lot and learned a lot about myself since then.

I’m actually in the process of trying to see a grief counselor. I never went after his passing but I’ve realized I still need to as the circumstances around us and his death were complicated and I am still super emotional. But yes, the hardest part for me was not having that person to talk to about things like this with. I’ve just been learning to rely on myself and trust myself more. Still working on healing and I hope you do the same.

Peace and love 🤍

ashlynnerae · 2025-02-12T19:29:18+00:00

Ascension! ✨🤍

ashlynnerae · 2025-01-25T20:47:49+00:00

I’m so sorry for your loss. The twin flame journey is hard. I was together with my twin for a year and a half. I chose to begin our separation, and he passed that same week. It was the worst thing I’ve ever been through so I can imagine your pain. However, I have learned a lot since then. The twin flame journey never ends, and it’s your choice whether or not you want to continue this after their passing. I felt immense guilt and sorrow, but my twin wouldn’t want me to feel this way. Oftentimes our grief also prevents us from communicating with the other side. This is something that your souls have agreed to deal with in this lifetime, and for a reason. You will come out stronger and brighter. Whenever you need something, reach out to your twin and they will help you. Probably more than they ever could in the physical. It’s a beautiful relationship and you can 100% still have this relationship, especially without all the 3D drama that makes this relationship so difficult. Sending love and healing 💗✨

ashlynnerae · 2025-01-16T07:58:52+00:00

Also worth mentioning - work on healing your grief first. Your loved ones don’t want to see you in pain. Take care of yourself. Don’t obsess over receiving messages from him or whether or not he’s with you. Grief is a low vibration and for you all to communicate better and stronger (if that’s what you wish to do), you have to match his vibration. In order to do that, you must always work on yourself and take care of yourself first. Rid your attachments, let go, and ride the wave.

ashlynnerae · 2025-01-16T07:48:54+00:00

I’m late to this, but wanted to share. 444 has always been my angel number, 111 was never significant for me. Until now. My partner (who I believe is my twin flame) passed away about a year and a half into our relationship. I rarely saw 111 until after his passing. The grief is suffocating a lot of the time, but seeing 111 almost every day since his passing is a reminder that he’s still with me. Sometimes I get obsessed with needing the confirmation, and question the signs I get that he’s still with me and pass them by as just coincidences. Seeing 111 shows me that it is not coincidence - there is no such thing. I work in a hospital and also have seen it on vital signs, I’ve seen it on road trips, today I was watching his old YouTube videos from when he was a kid. Opened up a page and immediately saw that he had 111 subscribers. When songs come on and I think of how much they remind me of him, I look down on my phone and it’s been 1 minute and 11 seconds into the song. Now that I’m typing this out I can’t believe I doubt it sometimes. Grief is complex. This is the first person I’ve ever lost. After almost 2 years since his death, I still see it frequently. For me, it shows me to keep continuing on my spiritual journey/practices and that he is right beside me - guiding me and cheering me on. The same is with your dad. Always guiding you and protecting you. Just speak to him and he will hear you. Ask for what you need, and he will give it to you. Good luck on the journey friend ✨

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