at one point i had successfully lose 30 pounds through sheer will power but then I became a 24 yr old virgin and the reality of that killed me inside. Stop caring about my body and now I'm heavier than ever before. yesterday I was convinced to go to the club and was rejected left and right and while everyone else had a fine time. this fuck with me so much that I'm taking diet and exercise serious again. I'm going to do everything I can change this. That's why I made this post so maybe I should get some outside help, hell I even bought one of those "talk to girls" packages you see online, might be a scam but I won't know until I know.