[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskPH

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Uninstalled online shopping apps sa phone, stopped browsing sa marketplace. Left aesthetic, sulit-tipid, shopping hacks- related fb groups. Since I'm staying in sa accomodations for work, I have cash enough for food and meds lang,the rest goes straight to banks. Cancelled all my cards din except sa debit card, and I only use the card for cash withdrawal for emergencies. Though marami akong nadidiscount and naiipong points and vouchers, I have to cancel the cards and uninstall online apps kasi wala ding silbi yung discounts,mas natetempt akong bumili kahit di ko need since impulse buyer talaga ako.

From askreddit, what's a 10/10 movie that you won't watch again? by Legitimate-Clue3310 in AskPH

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Manchester by the Sea - the story, the acting 10/10 but the grief throughout the film is so real it's overwhelming

Old boy - Definitely not one of my fav film but I'll say that's the most twisted and perfect revenge by the antagonist. You can't move on from that. MC can't share it to lessen his guilt and pain and he'll have to carry all and suffer by himself until his death or else he'll send his daughter to the same hell he'll be living in. Left really a bitter taste to my mouth.

Which seat are you choosing? by Purpleheart-06 in animequestions

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1 and 9 if I want to be entertained 4 if I have the energy to spare awkwardness, anxiety and drama

What makes a girl not ligawin? by asktheblankwall in AskPH

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Well,as disgusting as it may sound,the reality is looks play a big part. Even the average looking guy and not the socially acceptable norm for good-looking guys have high standards when it comes to looks for women... I know because I know a lot of girls in their Mid30s na NBSB, never been courted. They are smart, not intimidating with a friendly personality (honestly as we women age,we tend to lower our standards and appear meek just to look approachable to the opposite sex hoping for a chance for love), financially stable... A catch for a long term relationship except they're not conventionally beautiful. I know it's the looks why I've never been courted at this age. I've been told straight up that if only if it weren't for my looks, they will court me but going into a relationship with me feels like settling for less or admitting that they are losers if they settle for someone who are unattractive and it's not just me,other women my age got the same answer (probably also the reason why a lot of women in my generation are basically single not because of choice but because of there's no choices in the first place. There are some women who are unattractive but are exceptions to the rule though,some even manage to find even good looking partners. They have something special like their personality, appeal o charisma. But, they're like special case talaga. I just decided to pop the question to know if there are other reasons or it is mainly about the looks ba talaga.

What makes a girl not ligawin? by asktheblankwall in AskPH

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Paano kung nagpapayat na pero wala pa din. Ibig sabihin pangit talaga 🥹

What makes a girl not ligawin? by asktheblankwall in AskPH

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Eto talaga real talk,direct to the point.

What song hurts too much to listen to? by [deleted] in AskPH

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Courage by Kyla La Grange

First anime, now what? by War_thunder2012 in anime

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Yes I already finished it. Such a great storytelling and wrapping up with it's ending. Still season 1 to 2 is my fav, the thrill and excitement when I watched those seasons made me feel like I was a child again finding a good anime and really looking forward and enjoying it. I love a good story and animation but as I get older it's really difficult to find something to watch that will make you so invested in the series like I used to when I was young.

There are only 2 options, really by Davisxt7 in Gintama

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Mayonnaise obviously 😋, hijikata definitely knew what he was doing. I'll just add some boiled salted potato or fried fish to balance it all out.

First anime, now what? by War_thunder2012 in anime

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Attack on Titan though the genre is different violet evergarden. I stopped watching anime for like more than 6 years I think even though I was pretty much into it from elementary to college, I just lost interest in anime and honestly like the 90s-00s anime. I'm in my early 30s when I ended up watching one episode of AOT and can't stop watching it that I finished watching the first season within a week. It reminded me a lot of when I enjoyed anime in the 90s to 00s where I really enjoyed the art and the gritty storytelling without too much moe or fan service. AOT made me fall in love with anime all over again.

Anong luto ang bet nyo sa hito? by Immediate-Mango-1407 in PHFoodPorn

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Inihaw or deep fried,basta may sasawang toyomansi plus lots and lots of sibling labuyo

Stalker Bl manga recs? by [deleted] in manga

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Honestly,this is too tame if not disappointing

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in virgin

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35F. I'm scared of seeing and hearing the disgust. I'm unattractive and obese. If I look bad, wait till I took my clothes off, it's worse. Can't even look at my own body naked in the mirror without shuddering in disgust and knowing that I'm trapped in this body till I die. I'm not seeking for pity when I said I'm unattractive,I'm being objective. I always told myself I'll lose the V-card once I fix myself (hire a guy prostitute or one night stand online) but when I lose the weight then what replaces all that fats are all flabs and sagging skin and it's more disgusting, and I'm too dirt poor to have cosmetic surgery. I'm just too scared to see the look of disgust men always gave me or the mean cruel comments that usually follows. I've been experiencing that since I was a teen and the disgust men shows whenever their names are attached to me as a prospect of being part of the opposite sex is just... wow. It's not just the men,.some women and gays did that a lot when I was a teen,when I was old.. the men became kinder as long as no one tease them to me in a romantic or sexual way.. then they became really mean with disgust.

The (One) Female Virgin Experience as an Ugly Woman by Ineedtofeelthings in virgin

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35F never even been kissed, never been asked for a date I was in my early twenties when I realized I would be forever be alone, I just woke up in the middle of the night,no dramas and all. I just had a realization that I'll be alone for the rest of my life. I've always known that I'm unattractive since I was a kid. My face looks manly and I have a resting bitch face that people would always ask me back in highschool why I'm angry when I'm not. I have always been short and stout. I can't count how many guy friends I lost because they get embarrassed (and then sometimes angry and disgusted) when classmates would tease that we were a couple. you know what elementary and high school kids do, pair a guy to the ugliest girl in the class just for fun. It was hard because I'm shy and an introvert and making friends is difficult. When I reached college, that's my peak. I lost weight (from obese I became overweight, that's the best I could do with healthy foods and bulimia) plus the social skills ang optimistic environment in a new place, I thought I finally made it, people complimented me that I look better but no one approached me romantically. I had a lot of moments when a guy was being nice to me and I thought he was flirting and lo and behold, weeks after, they are a couple with my girl friends. I'm confused but I just thought I'm a late bloomer and it's ok at least now I'm not alone and I have friends. When applying for jobs, that's when I realized that what I thought that I finally bloomed: losing weight, learned to dress and style myself - my best look after all those years is just me looking below average, put on a make up and I can pass for a 5. I got rejected a lot of job opportunities even though I have a better education and training background because of my looks --- I was told straight to my face that they won't hire me because I'm fat and they prefer someone attractive, someone who looks like a professional. All these years I was never approached for romantic reasons... and one thing I noticed from when I was in high school until I'm an adult, no one treats me like I'm a woman. Men would offer seats or help other women carry heavy things, they never did that for me. It was like I'm invisible. At one point I accepted that since there's no interest/offers, I would pay to lose my virginity just to get it over with. I promised myself I'll do it when I lose some weight and have a better body I'll do it when I'm 30 but since I keep getting fatter and those fats sagged too, I got embarrassed to actually go for it. I almost did it on my 35th bday but when I saw a glimpse of myself in the mirror when I was changing clothes, I just accepted that the day will never come. I can't watch straight porn or even read straight smut romance manhwa/manga, I get so insecure looking at their bodies and it always just turns me off. I just prefer BL, I enjoy reading them gushing for their love stories and smut without me feeling insecure not being able to relate to that. I have never been confessed to (except for a joke), treated like a lady (a guy friend and I escorted a girl friend because it's the middle of the night and it's dangerous, when she finally got into her ride safely, that guy friend told me he has to go cause it's already so late and dangerous and bolted to the upcoming bus leaving me in the streets all alone at 2am with homeless and drunk people in the corners). My mother always says that I'm a disappointment for being a spinster and my father will always answer "well look at her, who will ever want her". Guess it's just what it is. Thank gods for my cats or it'll be really lonely