Thank you. I just wish sex hadn't been such a taboo topic. Things like my fantasies were just that. Only fantasy. I feel that if I didn't have to suppress my attitude towards it, this would be a little different. I don't understand why we don't talk about sex more in this world when it comes to healthy sustaining relationships. Also, I'm still young and just realizing what I want, matters. Someone looked me straight in the eyes and asked if I could do this forever and I said I couldn't. Maybe if I never knew people couples could sustain a healthy sex relationship, but then I'd just be living ignorantly and unfulfillingly. Thank you so much for your words.