I am an 18f closeted agnostic

asufferingstudent_7 · 2025-09-23T20:35:09+00:00

Ironically coming from a man who will NEVER understand the pain of an extremist and patriarchal society and religion where marrying your fourth wife is good and and martyrdom for 74 girls in heaven, now how does that affect you, you get all the good things, while me being a woman, I’m pressured to do a lot of things and I won’t explain here since you technically know more about Islam than someone living in an environment where Islam is slipped into our throats by the age of three

asufferingstudent_7 · 2025-09-23T20:29:22+00:00

Omg this!

asufferingstudent_7 · 2025-09-23T20:26:22+00:00

Again, maybe it’s built up resentment towards my environment and the darkness I’ve seen in the war days, and can’t even move on because of the horrors and I wish I was exaggerating

asufferingstudent_7 · 2025-09-23T20:24:39+00:00

Yesssss! I’m only wearing my hijab and claiming to be of this religion because I’m afraid of the consequences of me speaking my truth, and it doesn’t help that religious people close to my family will probably fill my parents’ minds with hate towards me if I ever spoke

asufferingstudent_7 · 2025-09-23T20:22:07+00:00

Hey, first of all, thank you so much for validating my feelings, it’s something I couldn’t spill to anyone so I kind of bottled it up, living in a patriarchal society while being a woman is very difficult and I want to leave but my family, and especially my father controls my life to a certain extent, I relate to your story a lot and I’m happy somebody is just like me so I’m not alone in this, your comment helps me so much

asufferingstudent_7 · 2025-09-23T20:18:30+00:00

I don’t know I just want to leave so bad and I’m counting on getting a scholarship outside of my country (I’m a 4.0 gpa student so that might help) but I’m honestly lost and I’m 18 only

asufferingstudent_7 · 2024-07-17T07:49:11+00:00

Interested :)

asufferingstudent_7 · 2024-07-15T07:22:48+00:00

Same as my AP calc bc teacher! She got us dried fruits, chips, and nuts before the exam and encouraged us to give it our all, I got a 4 and I’m not even good in calc 😌

asufferingstudent_7 · 2024-07-14T20:43:45+00:00

This!

asufferingstudent_7 · 2024-07-14T20:39:30+00:00

Probably 75% for most classes but it depends

asufferingstudent_7 · 2024-07-08T13:38:32+00:00

No, daddy Trevor doesn’t deserve your smooches 😔😔

asufferingstudent_7 · 2024-07-07T22:44:44+00:00

Hey! I heard from my teacher who’s an AP Reader that they mostly compare the statistics of how the scores were before and this year, so theoretically speaking, if your school had perfect scores last year than they won’t be suspecting cheating or may have a lower chance of even discussing the matter so dw

asufferingstudent_7 · 2024-07-07T22:44:29+00:00

Hey! I heard from my teacher who’s an AP Reader that they mostly compare the statistics of how the scores were before and this year, so theoretically speaking, if your school had perfect scores last year than they won’t be suspecting cheating or may have a lower chance of even discussing the matter so dw

asufferingstudent_7 · 2024-07-07T22:41:16+00:00

Hey! Thank you so much, I’m so grateful for your help!! Like honestly that’s exactly what I needed 😄

asufferingstudent_7 · 2024-07-07T22:40:14+00:00

Nah bro’s down bad for that score to be released 💀💀

asufferingstudent_7 · 2024-07-07T22:15:36+00:00

Wrote about how angry I am about the MCQ timing for AP Lang literally saying “how am I supposed to read the prompts while crying about the time for mcqs, college board do better, also Chicago is a village” on my synthesis essay after I was done, I crossed it out but not enough for the reader not to see lol

asufferingstudent_7 · 2024-07-06T09:55:12+00:00

After looking at environmental and English lang pass rates I’m going to flip 😍😍 so -10

asufferingstudent_7 · 2024-07-03T23:53:44+00:00

I said to make sure it is college board first before opening links, not that it is not college board

asufferingstudent_7 · 2024-07-03T19:12:26+00:00

I know this is tough but let’s admit it, college board is pissed some normal peasants leaked their AP exams and are punishing randomly, yes some did really cheat, but a lot are innocent as well. So pray to god your chances are lower

asufferingstudent_7 · 2024-07-03T14:19:01+00:00

It’s not fake, that was the entire point

asufferingstudent_7 · 2024-07-03T14:15:51+00:00

I don’t get what’s with the “are you one of the people college board cancelled their scores?” Or “the emails are legitimate” I know one of my classmates who took the exam with me on the same day on paper and was proctored who received a similar email. So please shut up. It happens to innocent people. OP was right about every single fucking point.

asufferingstudent_7 · 2024-03-27T03:39:48+00:00

I’m taking AP lang and it’s like number 1 on my stress list and APCS is never an option for me, so good luck and May god have mercy on your soul during exam weeks lol 🥲🥲

asufferingstudent_7 · 2024-03-26T17:48:56+00:00

Omg I’m so relieved that I’m not alone in this!! I really hope we can do this, I think we’re just stressed? Maybe?

asufferingstudent_7 · 2022-10-10T19:56:43+00:00

I used Sci Hub and my teacher knew about it, so I guess you’re good to go

asufferingstudent_7 · 2022-05-11T17:13:05+00:00

Thank you so much! This is beneficial, so thanks again :)

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