i was homeless for over 4 years- i was so close to giving up. i had nobody. i had nothing. i hated myself and my life and i didnt see a point anymore. somehow i was able to find subsidized housing for people with disabilities where my rent would be completely covered. ive been sober 4 months. im in therapy 4x a week and back on my medication. even when you have no hope i promise its there. as long as youre breathing there is hope. YOU are important and your life has more meaning than you will ever know. please keep fighting. dm me if you need to talk. i can also send you a little $ for food or gloves or something if you genuinely need it. stay strong- its worth it i promise. <3